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Saturday, December 13, 2008
@ 1:47 AM
it went alright.
then it went fantastic.
a while after then it went perfect.
from perfect it started dropping.
starting to be uncomfortable.
then ,things turned sour.
from sour it begin to rot.
and i am wondering,
is it time to throw it away.
can we save our friendship?
unbearable,
memorable,
a little of our past,
i still wanna hold on to.
is that all my secondary school friends can withstand.
a starting of a new beginning,
is just a mask of destroying the past.
poly life isn't gonna be the same as secondary sch.
but i just hope that u aren't hiding behind the mask all these while.
i really hope for...
best wishes friends.
i still love you.
may we rebuild this torn and restless friendships.
but feeling pain from my chest, my heart beat suddenly rose very quickly and i cant breath normally which make me wonder am i having minor heart attack just now?
it was a scary moment i will say.
i stood up and tried to breathe and allow myself to relax,
then, called my boy and he said take more rest and u will be ok.
mummy and daddy are both soundly asleep.
although,i still having slight pain but forget it,not gonna wake up everyone i loves.
well,i start to be emoing quite a lot lately.
FEEL FREE TO RESPOND AND BELOW IS JUST MY THOUGHTS .
i got a question here from a fren and it puzzle me for sometime:
Which is better, forget ur ex whom you had and have love the most in ur life and move on with your life as if he/she doesn't live in this world and nothing had happened before or try to be fren or buddy with him/her?
well somehow, i think that the image of ur ex would just cling onto you like sticking plaster. how can you ever get rid of that sticking plaster without hurting yourself?
it is like forcing to peel away the sticking plaster from your wound,
a layer of your skin would eventually, painfully tear upon you.
if you just let it cling there forever,
you would feel uncomfortable.
in my opinion,none of them seems right to me.
but if i got to choose one i would definitely try to make fren with them and than move on with my life bit by bit.
afterall, sticking plaster would eventually lose it stickness and fall off by itself without u feeling any pain.
u can't expect to move on straight away!!
no matter what,both side have to leave each another lives and continue their own path,
or at least a silver medal now.hoping they will do well enough for gold^^.i think they will play against china ,a strong feeling tell me that hk will lose to china??opps,no offance here it just my personal feeling.
not to forget our opponent fight great in this match
KOREA
cheer and good luck in ur next match for bronze.
me and my boi watched live on channel 5 today and we were holding our breathe in every match.
esp,2nd round.
realise he do have good judgement sometimes.
1-3
nice one.
getting personal here
i'm sorry boi for being so subborn and refuse to hear ur excuses.
now i know,i am thankful to whoever or watever than we nv end up seperated.
"we are fated to be together.Just like history,it's fated.we can nv ease wad had happened or happening around us.IT JUST THE WAY IT IS,IT'S NATURAL."
wat i would like to said is that if we are fated,no better wad, nothing gonna seperate us apart.but if we are not fated even slight quarrell we will be over in no time.
people around us,seperate,break up,some attached and get married.
where do we stand??
i dunno,
but wat i do know that is we have gone through this 8 months together and all this is
JUST AN ATOM NOT EVEN A PIECE OF CAKE CAN??
we have years down the road
thanks,for being so understanding.
and being so patient.
those break ups from me,
are no longer break up for us ,
cox u are always so strong in fate that we won't ever break up that u somehow convinced me too.
i would not delete those previous hurtful post,
cox that our history and we are fated to be this way.
and i do hope i can use my lifetime to love u ,boy
awaiting for our breakfast together in abt 7 hours time^^
i hope u guys still rmb the SAF guy who pass away in a ns trainig..
above is her girlfriend blog...
i am so heart broken after reading this..i cried..*sob sob*
i learn quite few stuff there..
**i hope everything is not too late...for u and me**
btw my mum and i read the blog and i told my mum
"if this happened to me and him(my bf) i think i will rather die with him cox i m not strong enough to bear the pain of losing everything in just one night"
“when we think we know all the answers, life comes and changes all the questions..”--quotes for ithink
i just wanna be honest to you but i guess i make a mistake here... i'm not strong enough to deal with the feeling i am having toward you after the truth i had said. we had planned our future so well and yet life and truth changes everything.. can our feeling be back after what i had done to you...??
you said u would forgive me...but why do i felt the changes from you??
"The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them."-quote by Stephen King
took a rest today too^^
feel super relax after the yoga lesson.
wow!!!i have nv thought that yoga is such an amazing arts and is the best cure for stress..
and my IS "cats" have been damn fun lar.
no hw no lecture but with lots of games and outing...i love IS cats!!!!
and i just realised that i am a emo person ,
i'm not kidding this is a test done by my IS cats teacher..and is super amazing of how he manage to find it out cox i myself didnt know i'm a emotional person until the teacher have pointed out some facts abt my character and lifestyle.. love my friday lesson cox it's all so relaxing!!!!
we are not as close as the past,
maybe it's my studies and ur exams,
but whatever it is i know we are still stable togther and that is all i ask for...^^
i just dun wanna use words to diminish our relationship cox u are important to me.
a really quick update before i missing-in-action in blog for three days cox i will be attending sch freshman camp .
first thing, i woke up krys was the one who fool me with a simple april fool msg.
guess,i am too tired to realise that i have entre the month april
although,i'm a april baby!!!
than start to prepare to trick my darling boy..
by sending him a msg which failed to fool him in fact he make me feel like a fool as he tried to play around with the send i sent!!! lols..i only find that out when i meet him
than i made him some "cupcake" (pictured above is diff but look almost same from actual) but in fact,the cupcake is actually made of meat and the cream-like thingy was made from mashed potatoes with colouring..
The first surprise here: there's not a grain of sugar in these cupcakes.
The second surprise: my darling love them anyway..^^ he said it's taste nice
than i gave him a gift to end our day before i go for camp:three diff colours pairs of socks!!!
i think i was retard as come to giving him three pair of socks..but i guess it suit the april fool theme as well^^
we missed our movie by 40 mins and this is NOapril fool joke..
we really missed our movie cox of my careless..
(not to mention my ah-ma character here..lols)
we spend our so fool/full day toking and laughing all the way ..
personal thoughts
it's really fun to spend april fool once in a year.
it's really help to de-stress a little ,
so dun pollute the meaning of april fool day by saying it's a childish act of the day...
cox it's bring joy to everyone!!!
i am so unsure about the freshman camp later...
will i meet some friendly pple outta??will i cope well in nee ann poly??will i be left alone ??
tot of uploading all the pics but i'm too tired and lazy to change from my lappy to com. realised that the number of visitor in my blog have greatly reduced. guess it is the cause of my lazyness and the lack of interesting photos and my past time ba. in the mean time i am thinking of ways to improve my blog. shall i revamp my blog again??or shall i leave it and let it continuing rotting like this eventually..... boom... vanish in this thin layer of air. finally April is coming. an important month to me. look like this month i'm finally going to be a young adult soon!!yays. no more restriction from m18 movie/pub,clubs,drinking/smoking plus,i soon gonna be a poly student and no more uniform!!!! still wondering watcca should i join?? dance/net ball/photography?? but i'm sure that band is not gonna be on my list unless i met someone really passionate with music in poly..^^
from now on got to get back to my normal sleeping time and prepare for poly. pimples and dark circle are coming out... sleeping time changed to 10.30 pm..so anything contact me before this time..thanks.. piggy me ..sleepingzzzzz...^@^
i am thinking a lot lately, guess i just need to give myself a little break before school re-opens with all the camp and activites. maybe u guys might be thinking "is she taking a break too early before sch re-opens??" i'm putting everything down for a moment now.
i'm now slacking outside the woodland libaray and trying out my new lappy on my blog
and,bored enough,i'm doing nothing with a sleepy boyfren beside me.
well,all i can say is that this lappy isn't my first-love-in-sight but i guess it's takes time for me to disgest the fact that i'm the new owner of this new lappy..
but i can't deny that this new lappy of mine is actually fast and have more usage than the "sony vaio cr35"
personal thoughts
yupx.. i went to meet up wif zhongyuan ytd to settle our unfinish prob. well,it's goes off well and nice at first. but his temper doesn't allow us to continue nicely after we came striaght to the main topic. afterall,i just hope that everything can be fine like the past.
can you even understand my feeling?? but i guess it's more than the word difficult...
kind of stupid at some parts and thou some parts were exciting
btw i was annoyed by some inconsiderate bit*h there.
i noe i wasn't suppose to scold that word.
but,she is so so ---watever .
wat the hell wrong wif her.
okay,i admit i was short and therefore her big stupid head blocked my view
i actually give her a small tap on her shoulder and requested nicely that i can't see from behind and asked whether she can lower her head down a little.
and her very rude replied was"how to lower??" and what worse is that she didn't even move lower instead her boyfren who was beside her did so!!!!!!
what a fugging/fu*king bit*ch
okay,stop my whining here...
sleep over at my dear place after the movie
cox we got no where to go after being struck in the playground,the weather outside was cold
gotta admit that i'm really not used to slp at very unfamiliar place.
well,that doesn't mean that i'm not comfortable with him,it's just that i can't adapt to his environment..lols..
btw,his mum is a really friendly and nice lady.
a little scare,frighten,unsure abt his mum at first but it's seems that i'm starting to like his mum.
esp,when she keep asking me to eat while she went back to the room to slp again.
find her cute lol..
cutie mum^^
personal thoughts
to do your best will only complete a job.
only when you put your whole heart into something will you succeed in it.
to put your whole heart into something is to seriously face everything about yourself,
finally i got a off day after two continuous full day shift
well,i have been too busy to update my blog here..so plx bear with my empty post
yups,i worked in the same old line..in cosmetics again..
but wat different now is i got to learn to make-up and it more fun,of course.
catch this movie with dear and somehow it link back to zy which i still find it hard to disgest a little..but i guess there isn't fate for us.although i still can't understand why zy didn't hold me back while our relationship is on the hedge.realised that zy is like a river while my dear is like a ocean but what different from the story is i love ocean more than river ..ok,i guess you pple outta who didn't catch this movie won't understand the ocean and river thingy but still i love the gentleness and calm ocean ^^although this movie very common in koran drama but it nice thou.all i can say is it worth watching in weekends too!! rating:4.5/5..make me cried a little^^
saw sharon while me and dear was having our lunch and we talked a little.her baby was totally kawai and dear and me got a chance to touch this sweet baby of hers.yups and the feeling was great when i carried the baby while dear is with me,i felt like a parent too..haha.but i'm too young to be one rite now..
btw,i sorry that i didnt reply to the taggie cox i'm not in a mood to do so now so wait for a few days before i reply keax??
personal here..
sometimes i think that once the relationship is over than let it be.dun let the others think that you are pitiful.BE STRONG and live your own life.MOVE ON,and be who you are.nothing gonna change even you cried sliently or even he know you are crying for him cox this will only make you weaker.
end this post soon cox i promise my dear to slp early.bye for now.miss ya.
what can i say about me...??all written down in the left hand side of ny blog.
btw
my name is the REVERSE of my domain..
and u should know i'm not hot it's just that my surname is being ESREVER ^^
Saturday, December 13, 2008
@ 1:47 AM
it went alright.
then it went fantastic.
a while after then it went perfect.
from perfect it started dropping.
starting to be uncomfortable.
then ,things turned sour.
from sour it begin to rot.
and i am wondering,
is it time to throw it away.
can we save our friendship?
unbearable,
memorable,
a little of our past,
i still wanna hold on to.
is that all my secondary school friends can withstand.
a starting of a new beginning,
is just a mask of destroying the past.
poly life isn't gonna be the same as secondary sch.
but i just hope that u aren't hiding behind the mask all these while.
i really hope for...
best wishes friends.
i still love you.
may we rebuild this torn and restless friendships.
but feeling pain from my chest, my heart beat suddenly rose very quickly and i cant breath normally which make me wonder am i having minor heart attack just now?
it was a scary moment i will say.
i stood up and tried to breathe and allow myself to relax,
then, called my boy and he said take more rest and u will be ok.
mummy and daddy are both soundly asleep.
although,i still having slight pain but forget it,not gonna wake up everyone i loves.
well,i start to be emoing quite a lot lately.
FEEL FREE TO RESPOND AND BELOW IS JUST MY THOUGHTS .
i got a question here from a fren and it puzzle me for sometime:
Which is better, forget ur ex whom you had and have love the most in ur life and move on with your life as if he/she doesn't live in this world and nothing had happened before or try to be fren or buddy with him/her?
well somehow, i think that the image of ur ex would just cling onto you like sticking plaster. how can you ever get rid of that sticking plaster without hurting yourself?
it is like forcing to peel away the sticking plaster from your wound,
a layer of your skin would eventually, painfully tear upon you.
if you just let it cling there forever,
you would feel uncomfortable.
in my opinion,none of them seems right to me.
but if i got to choose one i would definitely try to make fren with them and than move on with my life bit by bit.
afterall, sticking plaster would eventually lose it stickness and fall off by itself without u feeling any pain.
u can't expect to move on straight away!!
no matter what,both side have to leave each another lives and continue their own path,
or at least a silver medal now.hoping they will do well enough for gold^^.i think they will play against china ,a strong feeling tell me that hk will lose to china??opps,no offance here it just my personal feeling.
not to forget our opponent fight great in this match
KOREA
cheer and good luck in ur next match for bronze.
me and my boi watched live on channel 5 today and we were holding our breathe in every match.
esp,2nd round.
realise he do have good judgement sometimes.
1-3
nice one.
getting personal here
i'm sorry boi for being so subborn and refuse to hear ur excuses.
now i know,i am thankful to whoever or watever than we nv end up seperated.
"we are fated to be together.Just like history,it's fated.we can nv ease wad had happened or happening around us.IT JUST THE WAY IT IS,IT'S NATURAL."
wat i would like to said is that if we are fated,no better wad, nothing gonna seperate us apart.but if we are not fated even slight quarrell we will be over in no time.
people around us,seperate,break up,some attached and get married.
where do we stand??
i dunno,
but wat i do know that is we have gone through this 8 months together and all this is
JUST AN ATOM NOT EVEN A PIECE OF CAKE CAN??
we have years down the road
thanks,for being so understanding.
and being so patient.
those break ups from me,
are no longer break up for us ,
cox u are always so strong in fate that we won't ever break up that u somehow convinced me too.
i would not delete those previous hurtful post,
cox that our history and we are fated to be this way.
and i do hope i can use my lifetime to love u ,boy
awaiting for our breakfast together in abt 7 hours time^^
i hope u guys still rmb the SAF guy who pass away in a ns trainig..
above is her girlfriend blog...
i am so heart broken after reading this..i cried..*sob sob*
i learn quite few stuff there..
**i hope everything is not too late...for u and me**
btw my mum and i read the blog and i told my mum
"if this happened to me and him(my bf) i think i will rather die with him cox i m not strong enough to bear the pain of losing everything in just one night"
“when we think we know all the answers, life comes and changes all the questions..”--quotes for ithink
i just wanna be honest to you but i guess i make a mistake here... i'm not strong enough to deal with the feeling i am having toward you after the truth i had said. we had planned our future so well and yet life and truth changes everything.. can our feeling be back after what i had done to you...??
you said u would forgive me...but why do i felt the changes from you??
"The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them."-quote by Stephen King
took a rest today too^^
feel super relax after the yoga lesson.
wow!!!i have nv thought that yoga is such an amazing arts and is the best cure for stress..
and my IS "cats" have been damn fun lar.
no hw no lecture but with lots of games and outing...i love IS cats!!!!
and i just realised that i am a emo person ,
i'm not kidding this is a test done by my IS cats teacher..and is super amazing of how he manage to find it out cox i myself didnt know i'm a emotional person until the teacher have pointed out some facts abt my character and lifestyle.. love my friday lesson cox it's all so relaxing!!!!
we are not as close as the past,
maybe it's my studies and ur exams,
but whatever it is i know we are still stable togther and that is all i ask for...^^
i just dun wanna use words to diminish our relationship cox u are important to me.
a really quick update before i missing-in-action in blog for three days cox i will be attending sch freshman camp .
first thing, i woke up krys was the one who fool me with a simple april fool msg.
guess,i am too tired to realise that i have entre the month april
although,i'm a april baby!!!
than start to prepare to trick my darling boy..
by sending him a msg which failed to fool him in fact he make me feel like a fool as he tried to play around with the send i sent!!! lols..i only find that out when i meet him
than i made him some "cupcake" (pictured above is diff but look almost same from actual) but in fact,the cupcake is actually made of meat and the cream-like thingy was made from mashed potatoes with colouring..
The first surprise here: there's not a grain of sugar in these cupcakes.
The second surprise: my darling love them anyway..^^ he said it's taste nice
than i gave him a gift to end our day before i go for camp:three diff colours pairs of socks!!!
i think i was retard as come to giving him three pair of socks..but i guess it suit the april fool theme as well^^
we missed our movie by 40 mins and this is NOapril fool joke..
we really missed our movie cox of my careless..
(not to mention my ah-ma character here..lols)
we spend our so fool/full day toking and laughing all the way ..
personal thoughts
it's really fun to spend april fool once in a year.
it's really help to de-stress a little ,
so dun pollute the meaning of april fool day by saying it's a childish act of the day...
cox it's bring joy to everyone!!!
i am so unsure about the freshman camp later...
will i meet some friendly pple outta??will i cope well in nee ann poly??will i be left alone ??
tot of uploading all the pics but i'm too tired and lazy to change from my lappy to com. realised that the number of visitor in my blog have greatly reduced. guess it is the cause of my lazyness and the lack of interesting photos and my past time ba. in the mean time i am thinking of ways to improve my blog. shall i revamp my blog again??or shall i leave it and let it continuing rotting like this eventually..... boom... vanish in this thin layer of air. finally April is coming. an important month to me. look like this month i'm finally going to be a young adult soon!!yays. no more restriction from m18 movie/pub,clubs,drinking/smoking plus,i soon gonna be a poly student and no more uniform!!!! still wondering watcca should i join?? dance/net ball/photography?? but i'm sure that band is not gonna be on my list unless i met someone really passionate with music in poly..^^
from now on got to get back to my normal sleeping time and prepare for poly. pimples and dark circle are coming out... sleeping time changed to 10.30 pm..so anything contact me before this time..thanks.. piggy me ..sleepingzzzzz...^@^
i am thinking a lot lately, guess i just need to give myself a little break before school re-opens with all the camp and activites. maybe u guys might be thinking "is she taking a break too early before sch re-opens??" i'm putting everything down for a moment now.
i'm now slacking outside the woodland libaray and trying out my new lappy on my blog
and,bored enough,i'm doing nothing with a sleepy boyfren beside me.
well,all i can say is that this lappy isn't my first-love-in-sight but i guess it's takes time for me to disgest the fact that i'm the new owner of this new lappy..
but i can't deny that this new lappy of mine is actually fast and have more usage than the "sony vaio cr35"
personal thoughts
yupx.. i went to meet up wif zhongyuan ytd to settle our unfinish prob. well,it's goes off well and nice at first. but his temper doesn't allow us to continue nicely after we came striaght to the main topic. afterall,i just hope that everything can be fine like the past.
can you even understand my feeling?? but i guess it's more than the word difficult...
kind of stupid at some parts and thou some parts were exciting
btw i was annoyed by some inconsiderate bit*h there.
i noe i wasn't suppose to scold that word.
but,she is so so ---watever .
wat the hell wrong wif her.
okay,i admit i was short and therefore her big stupid head blocked my view
i actually give her a small tap on her shoulder and requested nicely that i can't see from behind and asked whether she can lower her head down a little.
and her very rude replied was"how to lower??" and what worse is that she didn't even move lower instead her boyfren who was beside her did so!!!!!!
what a fugging/fu*king bit*ch
okay,stop my whining here...
sleep over at my dear place after the movie
cox we got no where to go after being struck in the playground,the weather outside was cold
gotta admit that i'm really not used to slp at very unfamiliar place.
well,that doesn't mean that i'm not comfortable with him,it's just that i can't adapt to his environment..lols..
btw,his mum is a really friendly and nice lady.
a little scare,frighten,unsure abt his mum at first but it's seems that i'm starting to like his mum.
esp,when she keep asking me to eat while she went back to the room to slp again.
find her cute lol..
cutie mum^^
personal thoughts
to do your best will only complete a job.
only when you put your whole heart into something will you succeed in it.
to put your whole heart into something is to seriously face everything about yourself,
finally i got a off day after two continuous full day shift
well,i have been too busy to update my blog here..so plx bear with my empty post
yups,i worked in the same old line..in cosmetics again..
but wat different now is i got to learn to make-up and it more fun,of course.
catch this movie with dear and somehow it link back to zy which i still find it hard to disgest a little..but i guess there isn't fate for us.although i still can't understand why zy didn't hold me back while our relationship is on the hedge.realised that zy is like a river while my dear is like a ocean but what different from the story is i love ocean more than river ..ok,i guess you pple outta who didn't catch this movie won't understand the ocean and river thingy but still i love the gentleness and calm ocean ^^although this movie very common in koran drama but it nice thou.all i can say is it worth watching in weekends too!! rating:4.5/5..make me cried a little^^
saw sharon while me and dear was having our lunch and we talked a little.her baby was totally kawai and dear and me got a chance to touch this sweet baby of hers.yups and the feeling was great when i carried the baby while dear is with me,i felt like a parent too..haha.but i'm too young to be one rite now..
btw,i sorry that i didnt reply to the taggie cox i'm not in a mood to do so now so wait for a few days before i reply keax??
personal here..
sometimes i think that once the relationship is over than let it be.dun let the others think that you are pitiful.BE STRONG and live your own life.MOVE ON,and be who you are.nothing gonna change even you cried sliently or even he know you are crying for him cox this will only make you weaker.
end this post soon cox i promise my dear to slp early.bye for now.miss ya.
some reason,this song is somehow brought up my anger.
someone who i had loved so much cheated my feelings.
caught him wif this gal i used to hate.
true enough,like the video i wanna some hatred revenge.
all his sweet talking and lies,
i have seen through it after all.
in the end,i choose to burn away his pictures cox i need not need his sorry face.
not wasting my time on burned memories.
after all, his sorry just make me more heart broken.
i'm lucky that i'm over it now.
Friends with him would make a better choice.^^
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a new nail colour for my toes
Saturday, December 13, 2008
@ 1:47 AM 
friend @ 