Monday, September 14, 2009

@ 12:07 AM

i love them all,deeply and truly.
But sometimes when people don't get to see one another for a long period of time we get distance away.
even for my own family i would actually feel the distance.
funny isn't it?
some of the aunties and uncles seems so unfriendly now as compare to ages ago.
some cousins i haven seen them for nearly a year.
some i don't even talk to anymore.
to me they have the same familiar faces with unfamiliar souls.
of course i do miss them.
especially, my grandpa.
went for a family gathering dinner today,
when i saw grandpa in this weak state.
i cant stop thinking about my late grannies.
my late grannies also show signs of weakness at their later stages of their lives,
it took me time to get use to look at grandpa with more white hair and more wrinkles.
i would have joke to him about getting a botox to get rid of them,but i didn't.
the dinner was great and warm,it is just like an early Chinese new year dinner.
with grandpa smiling and talking to us and giving his grandchildren money.
in this case ,the only different was it was not packed in a red packet.
it is wonderful to have a long talk with my aunties and cousins after such a long period of absence.
i love the bonding of the family getting stronger.
ps:i love u, grandpa.

Monday, September 14, 2009

@ 12:07 AM

i love them all,deeply and truly.
But sometimes when people don't get to see one another for a long period of time we get distance away.
even for my own family i would actually feel the distance.
funny isn't it?
some of the aunties and uncles seems so unfriendly now as compare to ages ago.
some cousins i haven seen them for nearly a year.
some i don't even talk to anymore.
to me they have the same familiar faces with unfamiliar souls.
of course i do miss them.
especially, my grandpa.
went for a family gathering dinner today,
when i saw grandpa in this weak state.
i cant stop thinking about my late grannies.
my late grannies also show signs of weakness at their later stages of their lives,
it took me time to get use to look at grandpa with more white hair and more wrinkles.
i would have joke to him about getting a botox to get rid of them,but i didn't.
the dinner was great and warm,it is just like an early Chinese new year dinner.
with grandpa smiling and talking to us and giving his grandchildren money.
in this case ,the only different was it was not packed in a red packet.
it is wonderful to have a long talk with my aunties and cousins after such a long period of absence.
i love the bonding of the family getting stronger.
ps:i love u, grandpa.