Sunday, September 6, 2009

@ 4:00 PM

i have been madly in love with Taiwan drama nowadays.
maybe i have too much time to slack at home.
seriously, i do need a job.
well,back to my drama fantasy.
i do know one reason for sure why i am all stuck in the fictional drama.
when i look back,all my Taiwan drama are linked with romance and my "meow meow mouth" guy-Ruan jing tian.
i started watching this drama call 綠光森林 where he acted as a 2nd role in 2005.
than i start watching other Taiwan drama.
without knowing he either act as supporting actor or some funny role inside.
ya,maybe i wanted to watch all these drama because i really love his acting skill.
i really want a guy that can be like him in the drama.
excluding his richness .
i know wealth is not something u can ask for.
at least,when i watch the drama i can feel sweet for no reason.
i really do feel the sweetness and happiness inside.
thou some part isn't as wonderful as i thought however this kind of drama always ends with happy ending.
pity myself.
i don't usually get those sweetness from people anymore,
i have to seek it from drama.
where does the excitement,shyness,heart beat faster,sweet talking disappear to?
did u changed or have i changed.
feelings really fade once a couple are being together for long.
everything seems so boring and dull.
people always tell me that the best feeling in a relationship is not the relationship itself.
is it always the process of getting you into the relationship that is worth all the talk and laughter when u think back.
for me this wooing and dating process had ended long time ago.
what can i still expect out of a 21 months r/s.
we always need to quarrel and patch things up to gain that little sparks.
like fireworks, it is beautiful but it will never going to last forever.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

@ 4:00 PM

i have been madly in love with Taiwan drama nowadays.
maybe i have too much time to slack at home.
seriously, i do need a job.
well,back to my drama fantasy.
i do know one reason for sure why i am all stuck in the fictional drama.
when i look back,all my Taiwan drama are linked with romance and my "meow meow mouth" guy-Ruan jing tian.
i started watching this drama call 綠光森林 where he acted as a 2nd role in 2005.
than i start watching other Taiwan drama.
without knowing he either act as supporting actor or some funny role inside.
ya,maybe i wanted to watch all these drama because i really love his acting skill.
i really want a guy that can be like him in the drama.
excluding his richness .
i know wealth is not something u can ask for.
at least,when i watch the drama i can feel sweet for no reason.
i really do feel the sweetness and happiness inside.
thou some part isn't as wonderful as i thought however this kind of drama always ends with happy ending.
pity myself.
i don't usually get those sweetness from people anymore,
i have to seek it from drama.
where does the excitement,shyness,heart beat faster,sweet talking disappear to?
did u changed or have i changed.
feelings really fade once a couple are being together for long.
everything seems so boring and dull.
people always tell me that the best feeling in a relationship is not the relationship itself.
is it always the process of getting you into the relationship that is worth all the talk and laughter when u think back.
for me this wooing and dating process had ended long time ago.
what can i still expect out of a 21 months r/s.
we always need to quarrel and patch things up to gain that little sparks.
like fireworks, it is beautiful but it will never going to last forever.