i was so wrong about you and myself.
money doesn't come after me.
money doesn't build but destroy.
didn't understand why u pick today to collect your pay.
tomorrow,the day after tomorrow,the next tomorrow after that??
there is so many tmr why today??
on our one and only dinner i have been waiting for days ,
u choose to destroy it.
i just want a simple dinner with you, u promise to give me.
all this just show u didn't care.
didnt bother,
say me selfish,say me hot temper.
whatever.
longing to find another excuse for you
but i cant.
its all used up.
i am certainly not capable of managing you and my exam.
i'm tried.
tried of bottling my feeling,my unhappniess deep inside me.
for the past months,i have been trying to control my temper.
forgiving you every single mistake you made.
without even arging back,
i pretend hard to maintain our relationship.
I don’t know what it is but I’m just not sure if I could do this anymore.
When loving you ain’t the same.
i'm breaking down.
Should I let go?
Should I stay?
Labels: thoughts, whines
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touch phone
a new nail colour for my toes
Thursday, December 4, 2008
@ 9:59 PM 
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