MY WORST CHAPTER IN MY SEC SCH LIFE
i can be nasty at times and i can be really sweet toward pple.
since a kid i am always an indecisive person.
and i,myself, know more than anybody else that am more of a follower than a leader
and this make me feel weak as a person .
picking up my own dairies and reading back upon years ago.
one word:SILLY
how stupid can i get allowing my ex bf cheating on me ?
how dumb can i get for choosing friends that backstab on me?
how wise can i get for flirting and changing bf so frequently?
being place as a sectional leader isn't my choice either and being a sectional leader "cry baby" was worst worst worst?
during secondary school life isn't as perfect as what many of you here thinks i had.
ok here is the once a upon a time....
yes,xan if u have manage to come across to read my blog,welcome and dun be stunned to see what i am blogging.
being angry and horrified to see my relation wif *xan in the past.
how can he cheat blindness on me wif *Jane.
it must be that my height isn't good enough for xan.
i am ONLY 159 cm.
short ya??
and seriously i haven't grow any taller since then.
at that point of time i wish i would have grow much SHORTER so as to be able to be compatible wif xan.
but anyways,i cannot and dunno how to be shorter than xan so i gave up on our height issue.^^
afterall,gals dating a shortie isn't a crime.
oh ya,thanks to jane's "friend"(*Randy).
*rendy told me all about those hideous couple and all i had in mind was"who's that bitch?"
after long struggle,i managed to forgive my sweet little prince *yuck*
and i confronted jane ,
and three of us talked.*go for threesome and ya it might be fun*lols
okay back then,in private,xan told me that he wasn't in love wif jane.
just that i being cold toward him ,he put his asshole eye on another gal.
being blinded by love,i believed that cunning fox.
oh ya,so after a couple of days,
he shared a bottle of water wif jane during some camp event when i'm not there.
xan was thirsty ma..can't blame him de lar.
since there wasn't any other boi there and our sch have no water cooler either.
*polite smile and roll eyes*
which secondary school dun hv water cooler??which mixed school camp hv no boys??
i know i am being sarcastic here.
oh ya,did i miss out the sex thingy xan talked to his god mei mei(s) in msn unexpectedly found out by me when i pon sch and got keys to his hse..
wonderful,exciting,horny detail ya?
while,sort of remembering those detail on the sexual conversation wif xan's god mei mei while reading his history on msn.
so what she is pregnant.lols.
funny that xan's mei didn't talk to her family doctor or the person responsible for her tummy.
or she already have done so by toking to Xan??
oh ya,how exciting is it to share our dating moment wif ur god mei?
suddenly it strike me that XAN loves to share everything.
but be warned xan,dun ever share ur gf like how u shared our stories.
wasted my tears,effort and my precious years.
as far as i am concern you are just my messed up ex boyfren.
just another friendly warning :dun mess up ur future too^^
the aftermath of the relation
after 2 years,i decided to blog it all out.
me and xan still frens
jane and me changed from enemy to frens.-seriously i dun blame her,she is part of the victim
and i have learned my lesson:not to let ur partern have ur hse key and msn password if u are cheating on him or her!!!
got myself a perfect boyfren.
wat a happy ending..
*above names have been changed*
cox i cherish my frenship wif them now.
hope u won't mind ..
anyways,i do got the right to complain my history here.
"I DUN LIKE TO BE A VICTIM IN LOVE.EVEN IF I HAVE TO,I WILL STILL WANNA BE REMEMBERED"-MY QUOTES!!
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