evon's blog

2010-03-26T00:06:00.002+08:00

i didnt forget about my blog at all..
some other friends didnt even bother to come to my blog already.
first of all,my lappy got crappy and send for repair.
then my final year project make me exhausted.
thirdly,i am revamping my blog.
ya,i guess this will be my reason for not blogging for another few more days ^^
anyways, another month have pass together with my darling.
happy 28th months.
ask me why i blog and post lesser photos about me and my boyfriend.
cox ww have just went through a tough month.
sad and disappointed march.
but still i love US

2010-02-24T04:41:00.002+08:00

i need a time machine.
for time to stop or just fast forward till the time when exam is over.
looking at my notes now and i wonder why people have to sleep
for cells to repair ??theoretically it is...but i think it is bullshit !!!!!
anyways,cells have to go though Apoptosis or necrosis and either way they still die isnt it??
so why waste time and sleep when time is so not enough for me already.
i feel sleepy yet i want to continue my revision for exam later on.
my energy is running low every second and OMG i still got 1 more chapter to go.
and seriously this is my weakest topic:Recombinant DNA and Molecular Techniques TWO
hold on....i didn't remember there is part ONE?? i m so dead now :(
and anyways , i doubt i can withstand temptation of my bed now.
will take a nap for just 2 hours now and than work on that chapter later.
oh ya before i forget..
"happy belated 2 years 3 months"
MSG for darling:will be waiting for you to celebrate with me after exams ^^

2010-02-16T18:32:00.004+08:00

O.M.G.
i havent been posting anything for more than 2 weeks.
this is my new record of the year!!!
and i almost forget to wish you pple a happy chinese new year and belated val's day.
A summary on CNY.

CNY eve,i stay at home alone studying and watching tv show
chu yi-went over to my boyfriend's ah ma hse and relative hse
chu er-went to my mother side and my relative hse and supposing to diana hse but i hop into the wrong bus to town instead of sembawang.(meeting her in march instead)

i got some pictures of CYN to post in however my camera die on me (no more batt) plus i forget to charge the spare batteries
i only had 3 photos uploaded and HE actually die on me...humps!!!
i called it a he because he is a "he".
he can withstand the abusing me,in cold,when u touch him he is quite sensitive and he is actually quite good looking.
i will stop blogging now and concentrate on my up coming VIP (very important paper)

^^ before i go back to my study,here is a glance of one of my photo i have taken with my cousin.

that stupid bryan said i look nerd wearing a spect.
zzZZzzzzz.. commending is one thing whether m i going to change is another.haha
a fren commend and a boyfriend commend is different
anyways i promise i will be posting up all the CYN photo after my exam on 1st of march.
good luck to me in my vip and to all people out there struggling with their exams..
have a lucky tiger year ahead.
ps: happy val's day baby and i love ur small DIY gift. and yes this is our 3rd vDay and i m looking forward for a better 4th and more to count vDay with you .btw, you look cute in CNY ^^

2010-02-02T00:40:00.004+08:00

there is so much more pics and video for my sweden trip yet i have no time to do so.
people going out to choing night club and how exciting that i will be choing at home with my notes.
worse of all,i cant celebrate CNY due to some personal reason.
and again i will be struck at home to burn the mid night oil for the final year exam.
i can hardly imaging that i am going to my 3rd and final year in np.
final year = decide which university to go to.
too bad for the guy,they will have to suffer 2 years in NS .

anyways, hopefully everything goes smooth and well for everyone in the year of tiger ^^
soon all the bad luck will dissolve in the year of (i cant rmb the current zodiac ) oh well forget it then.^^
smiles

2010-01-23T23:46:00.004+08:00

on the bottom is a very rough slide show i made about my trip in Sweden.
i just cannot believe when i scan back the slide show in the late afternoon with dear i saw endless grammar mistake.
Gosh~
anyways i wont be changing those error cox i need time in other more important area.
fine,i guess i have enough of my whining, i should start my revision tommorrow.
i have not been studying continuously this year and i hate that somehow.
especially there are lots of uncertainly in my subjects.
no effort put in and i just don't feel the rush to study for my exam yet.
i need to be stress,i need the stress level to increase in me so it will push me to revise.
i really need to buck up this year for my dream.
ya its a dream now.
and how real is that dream depends on me now.

2010-01-23T13:20:00.002+08:00

Make a Smilebox slideshow

here is my picture i gathered.just click on the play and it will lead u to another site.enjoy^^

oh ya specially for KS jie,Don kor,ting ting and dear.

HAPPY 26months baby.i love you and let's us jia you for our final exam.

2010-01-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

i really wanted to blog about my sweden trip so badly however baby still holding on to the camera.
500++ pics to load.
i m just wondering how am i suppose to get them all in my small pink blog.
i shall do a selective photos blog then.
saw ker xin jie jie blog and she really did update hers fast.
misses the time that i was back in sweden,eat,slp,majong and playing with Ah ting [stress free].
with up coming projects to rush ,quizes and final year exam life really sucks esp there isnt anymore holiday this year .
while i shall hold on and wait for ting ting and jie jie to come back singapore ^^

2010-01-01T08:38:00.002+08:00

belated chirstmas and a HAPPY NEW YEAR,people.
it is hard for me to update daily in sweden.
not because it is hard to find internet here,
the truth is most of my time is use up on majong and outdoor trips.
notice:i will be back from sweden on 5th jan 2010 so i will be updating a lot after that.
and for now it is time for me to sleep,
it's almost 2am in sweden which is 9am in singapore.
and it is hard to believe that i am chatting with my friend online that had just woke up.
goodnite boyfriend and good nite friends.

2009-12-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

i have studied my molecular biology for like weeks ago and i thought i have fully memorised it.
yet,today revision for my common test is totally shocking-i forgot those most important details.
i am so dead!!!!
madly rushing through the notes again and again and as always my brain is saturated when last minute work pressure me.
i have enough of common test already so i shall stop writing about that.
i shall blog something cheerful and delightful.
first of all,
belated birthday to LEE.
went down to meet lee for breakfast at ikea tampines and spend around 2 hours there catching up with one another before i go oversea.
i didnt know a lot of people i use to work with had so much problems now .
it is sad to see people i use to have fun with is drifting apart.
it is a life cycle ,isnt it?
u lose some friends and gain some new friends.
shall stop blogging on all these stuff,it make my mood goes really bad.

will be finishing my exam a few hours time and than here come my 2nd oversea trip with darling.
cant wait for the 19 days sweden trip to start^^

Somemore it started snowing there already.
how excited is that?!?!?!?!?
i remember the last time i get to see snow was when i was in primary 4 in south korea.
santa give me a white chirstmas this year!!!!

2009-12-14T02:13:00.003+08:00

i was abt to post a picture of me wearing knitted dress from my god sis.
however when i was about to get my camera for uploading the picture i realise the camera has no battery anymore.
back to topic again.
thanks godma/sis for the dress.
i love the dress to the fullest.
i love knitted clothing however due to the weather in Singapore i seldom wear it.
i shall post it up tmr.
seems like not only my mummy and dad wants me to sleep early because of my common test tomorrow.
shall listen to them and fate for once then.
wish me luck for my biochemistry test^^
i hate chemistry and hopefully chemistry love me.
i guess one way love don't work well tonight huh??
i will have to "work" on you the whole night then.
i am exhausted enough already!!!!

2009-12-05T22:40:00.003+08:00

i m fully aware that my blog has become icy cold site.
i am quite exhausted last week and this week as well.
especially next week as the common test and my sweden trip is around the corner.
just a little update.
went to the IT fair last week and darling and me brought a new Sony T90 digital camera(brown).

up till now i am still quite happy with the function and it's touch screen mode.
not going in detail of it as most of my pictures in my blog will be taken from this cam anyways
took this picture with darling on that day of purchasing as we went to changi airport for dinner.

i love my new camera and my darling.
i am lucky to have my boyfriend around when i am so tired and worn out.
i just need more massage from boyfriend to rejuvenated myself ^^

2009-11-23T23:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2222222 SECOND SECOND SECOND 2ND 2ND 2ND YEARS boyfriend
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!!!

exactly 10 days before i blog again.
i am being lazy as well as busy.
however it is not going to stop me for blogging today.
because today me and bf 2nd years together.
happy 2 years in this sweet sweet relation and many to count on.
guess i am too tired to continue to blog.
all those lectures, celebration of BFF(amanda) birthday and 2nd years celebration with boyfriend tired me out.
yes..my BFF and my anniversary with boyfriend is the same date and month.
that is why i love this date more than my birth date.
i will take an early rest and post all the sweet moment of our 2nd year tmr.

stay tune!!!

ps:thanks for the handmade gifts and the super expensive gift.

better stop here if not i am going to faint while typing.

2009-11-13T01:22:00.002+08:00

is it harder to forgive a person the second time?
personally my answer is a no,in fact i would normally forgive a person as long as he/she asked for my forgiveness.
i am a person that will forgive and forget easily and the foul side of it is that i am easily anger.
like a boiling soup it will just over boil .
for a person that lied to me countless times it is absolutely unforgiven.
are you proud,upset or angry that my post mention about you?
seriously i dont care anymore.
so JARRELL how many girls have u lied or lie to??
or m i the unlucky one to buy for your lies??
good at faking,good at sweet talking and good at smoking.
is that all about you?
i dunno anymore.
friend for such a long time and yet u have cheated and bomb me with all ur lies.
as an ex-fren of yours i hope that u will get your LUCKY girl.
and to the ladies out there be carefully of what type of guy u are in love with.
ps: obviously this post is going to tear down our frenship.so ya bye bye ^^

2009-11-09T21:53:00.004+08:00

happy birthday boy!!
should have update on ur actual birth date- 7th nov 2009
so Burr of me to forget to take photo of us. *disappointed*
recently,we have been busy studying and preparing our trip and we have neglected some of our time together.
don't get nervous and worry abt my nagging,i am not asking anything more from you because i am contented with everything you have done for me .
thanks for allowing me to share your soecial day.
oh ya..i love to celebrate ur birthday together with ur grandma,aunties/uncles,cousins and parents ^^
you have such a lovely family ^^

come to think of it,
i think ur cousins have more potential in flying the kites than you..
but still i love my lousy "guffy"..^^
lastly,one last gift from me to you for ur birthday..
u once asked me abt this song when i just sang out the tune randomly..so ya,this is the complete song.

2009-11-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!!
i'm here to blog again after 1 week.
guess frens just stop reading my blog because i have been on and off blogging for a while.
just to update my life here
school term started 3 weeks ago.
and really it has already bored me to hell.
friends are cool and fun but there is just something that is lacking.
well,i need to start to get use to what is lacking then.
since i can't have it than i might as well learn to live without it.
in life,there are lots of things that i cant make it mine.
and yet i do not want to be the one asking for it.
and on second thoughts i wont die without it.
so just let it be.
**the "it" wont be mention here^^
whatever the ending will be,
there are something that wont be changing,at least for now.
i love you friends.
and thanks roo and fellow frens for the halloween party on sat.
and to my FYP partner,i love you !!

2009-10-23T01:13:00.004+08:00

i dont love soft toy anymore and i must admit that i have grown up quite a bit.
from a secondary school girl who used to be totally madly in love with Winne the pooh soft toy to a more realistic woman.
i dunno when i have realise it is a waste of money to purchase pushie soft toy.
remember,back to a year then i always have a line of them in front of my bed .
and now it is all gone to the starvation army and might be in the hugs of someone who needed it more than me.
just when i thought that my childhood life is starting to diminish ,bf brought me a pink bunny pushie which i once said it is very cute.
to me it was just a random walk-by commend that i gave, never did i know that he will surpise me today.
he covered my eyes and i made all kinds of guess.
**romantic talk**
when the pushie was shown to me.
"OMG!!!"
bf was holding the pushie like a baby and i am so touch.
he spend most of his rest of the monthly allowance on that pushie.
he is quite broke this month
money is not everything,small amount can prove something big.
my boyfriend can be that romantic too ^^

happy 23rd months on our 23rd oct 2009.
1 more month to 2 years baby.!!!!

you are my friend,my sweet heart ,my soulmate,my everything

2009-10-19T04:10:00.002+08:00

i am so lazy to blog nowadays.
school starting in a few hours time and i cant see myself falling asleep tonight.
as always,i cant sleep when school is just about to reopen due to the fact that i am being a night owl during the holiday.
we,boyfriend and me, are trying our best to get back to our normal sleeping period.
i am super hungry.
HUNGRY HUNGRY NOW~
didnt get to eat anything after lunch,i had only a meal per day.
it is a torture to hear my stomach playing rock and roll.
i am not into dieting or anything,just that my sleeping time change so does my diet.

"Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I dont wanna lose you
I could never make it alone"--from the song glory of love

i love my life because u make every breathe i take in worth well ^^

2009-10-06T13:35:00.002+08:00

due to the reason of my busy 3rd year attachment and FYP i didnt have the chance to go Sweden on the march holiday next year
however i will be still going on the 18th December this year.
yays!! a real white Christmas this year.
initially boyfriend doesn't like the idea of us going in December as we only had a 2 weeks break.
but after a long talk i told him that we can celebrate a lot of occasion there.
1st: 2 year and a month anni. A bright start of our 2nd year
2nd: Christmas
3rd:count down
and many more...until he finally agree

i am luckily enough for having my mum and dad understanding.
they helped us to confirm our flight.
to my bf: u should have personal thank my parent for their credit card.If not we will still unable to confirm our flight so soon.
can't wait for the oversea trip to come soon.
finally,i no longer need to take picture of us in snow city and pretend that we are in honeymoon.
soon all are going to come true ^^

2009-09-30T02:28:00.003+08:00

another day arrive.
and another month ending soon.
will be going down to see dr chan tmr for my follow up on braces.
i just hope that soon enough i will have a pretty nice smile which will make all this pain worth it.
this holiday is all about slacking at home/tuition/boyfriend and the genting trip.
it is getting bored.
all i am looking forward now is the next year march holiday.
the 1 month sweden trip with darling.
btw i am thinking of buying a digital camera .
casio or nikon?
i love casio s12 design but i have more faith on nikon?
casio have pretty good function as well.
ending this post in a hurry.
tuition and check up tmr

2009-09-25T01:30:00.003+08:00

above picture tell u what i am going to say about this post already.
on 23rd sep 2009 he is officially being rank the longest boyfriend i ever had.
i know time isn't everything in a relation and there is nothing to be proud about however i think he deserve some praise.

this 1 year 10 months isn't long,
but to be able to hold my nasty temper like no other people had show me alot about you
with tears that break us and with joy that bond us.
this break and bond are just like cutting and polishing a raw stone to make it a precious gems.
without them we are unable to shine brightly in one another eyes.
the countless of quarrel had never make us give up on our hope.
for the countless time i have awfully choose to leave you - i am sorry.
for the countless time you have stand strong for me - i love you, darling.
for never leaving me alone through the darkest period of time-thank you.
although problems are never-ending ,reasons behind every problems seems invaild but i still hope we can last forever till i see your wrinkle and bald head and you smile at me pointing at the computer screen saying "sweetie, i still remember this post and why didnt you wrote about your bald head and wrinkles?"

p.s: trying hard to save enough money and go sweden with you in the next coming 7 weeks holidays cox i will be missing you for 6 weeks if i didn't.

had our simple celebration in discovery centre.
due to time constrain we didn't manage to finish viewing all the exhibition.
the discovery centre are rather huge and comfortable.
i just love the atmosphere there.
learning and romance all in one ^^

came across this news reporting area.
and see how my boy make me so shy when i have to report the news in front of several people.
i am so shy!!!!!
weirdly, i had been smiling and laughing although i am totally shy.
this is call the power of L-O-V-E.

he got his turn as a news reporter too.
happily tricking him in this video.
woowoohoohoohaahaa.
let news reporter mr KJY report a news about national service.

blurr photos again.
this time not my samsung's phone fault.
it's the cannon camera.
this prove that it is my skill to be blame not the camera or the phone fault. "grezz"

we are struck in jurong point for dinner.

i told him that i am getting tired of eating japanese food everytime and therefore we settle down in a chinese resturant .
anyways,i look damn unhappy here because i have not been eating any food that day and the serving are quite slow.

he gave me a helpless expression because he wanted to eat the food so badly and i didn't allow him to start eating yet all beacause..........

i want to capture the above picture.
i love the food and esp the onion pan cake .
however,i didnt have a good experience there due to my braces.
it still hurt when i bite at something hard.

HAPPY 1 YEAR 10 MONTHS BABY

2009-09-22T00:34:00.005+08:00

congrats to my cousin for getting himself a beautiful wife.
bo liang and vangeline.
20092009. 20/9/2009 a beautiful date and an amazing day.

preparing ourselves for the wedding event.
she gotten herself a white dress while i got myself a black dress.
sisters in black and white.
it isnt a good omen in chinese wedding to have black and white,
because it represent some ghost catcher .
well,i wont change the dress because of that.
i am not a reglious person.
who says black is a bad omen in wedding.
nowadays people get black bridial gown.
in fact i love the idea of having a black wedding gown.

my lovely black dress.
kept this dress in my closet for so long that i cant even remember when i first got it.
has never been wear before.
i only remember that darling asked me to try this black dress on and i just brought it after that.

here is the timetable of the whole event.
this is so weird,when is it in wedding there is a timetable??
normally it would be just the dishes name that would be display.

The fake wedding cake.
it is so pratical to have a fake wedding cake.
nobody will be eating a cake after all the buffet and food being served.
however i love to have a real cake that has similar design for my birthday ^^
that will be cool.

heart shape!!!!
madly in love with the arrangement.

again sister and me posing.
have my tongue stick out again.
a long lose pose which isnt cute at my age anymore.

my sweetest mummy.

however she got a headache soon after she was on the boat.
btw the wedding was held on a boat.
my mum told me that she will never attend any wedding that was held on the boat anymore and this include my wedding.

i capture this picture.
she just look so innocent.
how i wish adult have innocent heart like the younger ones do.
face the facts, we are no longer innocent anymore and will never be.

ps: there are more photos coming up. hopefully my cousin can send me soon for me to post up

2009-09-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

i love them all,deeply and truly.
But sometimes when people don't get to see one another for a long period of time we get distance away.
even for my own family i would actually feel the distance.
funny isn't it?
some of the aunties and uncles seems so unfriendly now as compare to ages ago.
some cousins i haven seen them for nearly a year.
some i don't even talk to anymore.
to me they have the same familiar faces with unfamiliar souls.
of course i do miss them.
especially, my grandpa.
went for a family gathering dinner today,
when i saw grandpa in this weak state.
i cant stop thinking about my late grannies.
my late grannies also show signs of weakness at their later stages of their lives,
it took me time to get use to look at grandpa with more white hair and more wrinkles.
i would have joke to him about getting a botox to get rid of them,but i didn't.
the dinner was great and warm,it is just like an early Chinese new year dinner.
with grandpa smiling and talking to us and giving his grandchildren money.
in this case ,the only different was it was not packed in a red packet.
it is wonderful to have a long talk with my aunties and cousins after such a long period of absence.
i love the bonding of the family getting stronger.
ps:i love u, grandpa.

2009-09-12T22:30:00.003+08:00

i have a sweet tooth and there is something i love 2nd follow by my chocolate.
and none other than:
I-C-E ♥ C-R-E-A-M

dear reader,
here is a good news.
There is a Swensen treat.
print this mailer out and get a 1 for 1 buffet ice cream at ion orchard.
MUST PRINT IT OUT
this offer is till 30th sep 2009
click bottom link to print
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_veswGS4uNJQ/Sn0OJGNogoI/AAAAAAAAFbU/fYLXDs9tnLY/s1600-h/swensens-singapore-ice-cream-buffet-ion-orchard.JPG

went there yesterday with darling .
it was yummy deliciously great.
forget about ordering your favourite earthquakes ice cream.
because here you get to choose over 50 ice cream,40 topping cakes and CHOCOLATE FONDUE at the price of $12 each after the offer.
oh~ i am so spoiled of choices until my stomach cant get anymore bigger to fulfill my taste bud.

however dont just bring $12 out.
sadly to say,i went into a shopping madness spree after darling brought his first t shirt.
total damage :$100
not inclusive of dinner and ice cream buffet.
i know i shouldn't,i really shouldn't have bring that "useful card" with me everywhere.
thank god, i got my sweetest boyfriend to buy me gifts.
that help in reducing my money load.
it is always great to have you around,baby.
Yvonne is happy with her life.
PS:i found a new shopping heaven,ion orchard. booboo, baby found himself stepping into a new hell :)

2009-09-06T22:08:00.003+08:00

something i just wanna add on.
no matter what,
i still love you deeply.
i dun mind that the duration is short like the fireworks.
short and sweet that everyone want a glance of it even for that short period of time.
not everyone can have that sparks of fireworks between them.
fireworks are always special and unique in Singapore than in other countries because it is rare in Singapore unlike other countries it is always available.

ps:i love the KFC dinner u deliver to me. Althought it is just a few pieces of cheap ,simple,dull and boring fried chickens but the brand still survive through 80 years.
Just like us.i believe we can.

2009-09-06T16:00:00.002+08:00

i have been madly in love with Taiwan drama nowadays.
maybe i have too much time to slack at home.
seriously, i do need a job.
well,back to my drama fantasy.
i do know one reason for sure why i am all stuck in the fictional drama.
when i look back,all my Taiwan drama are linked with romance and my "meow meow mouth" guy-Ruan jing tian.
i started watching this drama call 綠光森林 where he acted as a 2nd role in 2005.
than i start watching other Taiwan drama.
without knowing he either act as supporting actor or some funny role inside.
ya,maybe i wanted to watch all these drama because i really love his acting skill.
i really want a guy that can be like him in the drama.
excluding his richness .
i know wealth is not something u can ask for.
at least,when i watch the drama i can feel sweet for no reason.
i really do feel the sweetness and happiness inside.
thou some part isn't as wonderful as i thought however this kind of drama always ends with happy ending.
pity myself.
i don't usually get those sweetness from people anymore,
i have to seek it from drama.
where does the excitement,shyness,heart beat faster,sweet talking disappear to?
did u changed or have i changed.
feelings really fade once a couple are being together for long.
everything seems so boring and dull.
people always tell me that the best feeling in a relationship is not the relationship itself.
is it always the process of getting you into the relationship that is worth all the talk and laughter when u think back.
for me this wooing and dating process had ended long time ago.
what can i still expect out of a 21 months r/s.
we always need to quarrel and patch things up to gain that little sparks.
like fireworks, it is beautiful but it will never going to last forever.

2009-08-31T22:41:00.006+08:00

yuppy!!!
i cant really describe how excited i am right now.
the first virgin oversea trip with friends and boy in just a few hours time.
and after all these waiting i am finally ready to go.
ready to go after hours of packing my stuffs.
i didnt know i can bring so much stuffs for just a 3 days trip.
"xxxxx OPPS "
since i am so happy tonight,
i shall post up photos of me in braces as promise.
But before that, let's recap my old smile ..

my normal smile.
always and forever.
this smile have had followed me for 19 years.
it is hard to change my smile
and i dont intend to anyway.
for me,i always think that a smile will come naturally,
if not,all it does is just look so fake.

sumsung phone really SUCKS!!!
i swear i do no extra touch up/editing/photoshop to my face in all photos here,just some lighting/constrast,if not my face will be super blurr and the colour will seems off...that is why i still in love with my old sony ericsson .

here goes my braces/fake smile.

it is super difficult and so weird to see myself with an "open mouth" smile
i hardly or NEVER show them in my blog before..
thank god,i found the courage .
if not i would forever drag the promise of putting up my photos with braces.
alright,i know it doesnt seems natural but i cant be blamed
because I AM NOT at all comfortable with the fact that i am with braces!!!!!
truthfully,it felt as if i am showing pictures of myself nake.
ya,my nake teeth..lols

my second and last attemp.
hopefully,there is some tiny mini improvement ^^
if not, just let it be.
cant be bother .
i live with my own set of rules.
i will just keep smiling on with my normal smile.
"A smile is a curve that sets everything straight"-- Anonymous

close up

lastly,the close up.
ok,if you guys cant see properly of me wearing the braces in those previous photos.
here a specially-made close up for u people.
i think i am consider thoughtful already.
btw the colour of my bands is the purple shown on the photos written "the close up"
again the sucky samsung is unable to capture it.
i should thanks my camera if it can capture my face without fading colour and blurrish me.
i shouldn't ask for more ^^
band=colours of the braces.

just a short update about today.
more of a complain actually.
i had blisters due to the OLD shoes and 2 NEW shoes i have brought today.
conclusion that i have made:i HATE to wear shoes!!!
i have decided to wear slipper to genting until i have fully recover from those stupid blister.
btw dun trust those expensive shoes that promise it could give u all the comfort you need.
it is a big no no.
sadly to say ,there goes my 100 bucks!!!
i know there is no use in whinning here.
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above is just my anger used onto my keyboard.
kaysssss...i have completed my whining and goodbyes for the next couple of days.
muacks lovely girly and boy...
will be back for more photos of my genting trip.

all photos here are taken on 31st August 2009

"do i seriously have to start tuition with the kids after such an enjoyable trip? i guess i have no much choice,do i?"

2009-08-25T19:32:00.001+08:00

well i pretty much miss the time when i am working in courts.
3 more days to my holidays of 7 weeks.
there is no link to my sentence right??
what i mean is that it is time for me to start looking for job all over again.
a random photo that i took months ago.
months ago i am having a hell lots of fun however now this moment i am struck at home studying for my up coming exam.
friends of mine are telling me to post up my new photo with braces.

it look just like this
i am in love with my braces okays!!!
truly i am.
braces--->money--->straighter teeth ----> happy me
no wonder money works for everything and poor me have to work for money.
toot toot toot..i am going back to my study.

2009-08-16T16:56:00.000+08:00

i am too busy recently that i even forgotten about blog.
my stress level is getting higher as exam approaches.
ya,several update.
i have my braces on for almost 2 weeks now and more or less it is gonna be with me for another year.
after i start using samsung phone i start to take lesser picture because the resolution sucks.
however i promise a picture of me in braces will be up soon after my exams.
currently i have laz around for almost 2 days and i think is time for me to buck up.
oh ya..i have been wondering,what happened if that happens??
if we really agree on seperating.
what will be the final ending?
i feel kind of weird after all those patch up we had.
i know everything was settled.
i know we have talk through abt the problems.
nevertheless,what keep bothering me so much??
THE FIRST TIME I AM REALLY FEELING SCARED AND INSCURE IN THIS R/S .
am i scare to let u go or am i afraid of loneliness?
i am uncertain.

2009-07-24T01:54:00.003+08:00

"hello stress"
projects ,tuition kids,common test 2
hectic lifestyle affect me .
an increase of mood swing is the most obvious sign of me in stress.
well here are some big news to update here.
1st: i am confirmed to have braces and this sat i am going to the dental
i just hope that it isnt painful and i will get over this asap.It is a torture to wait cos i just hate to wait.
2nd:i finally booked and confirmed the genting trip for this coming holidays with frens and bf.
ok,another waiting for the trip..ZZZZzzzZZzzzZZZ
all good things are to be waited for.
wish me luck then.

oh ya ..
before i sign off..
happy 20th anni boyfriend.
i got to WAIT for another 4 months to 2 years..

2009-07-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

endless of quarrel ,
always end with a simple "sorry".
both of us are more than happy to be with one another.
doesn't it seems so ridiculous?
ytd both of us seems so helpless in our relationship.
and now the helpless changed to ample strength
it's all faithed right??
something really stunned me was how darling and me was bind together .
first we tried to change our POSB password ,which i thought that it shouldn't be the same anymore after the so called break up.
so we make our way to the machine to change the password.
in the end we did change and both of us change to the SAME number without knowing.
there are millions of different number of combination yet out of the million both of us think of the same set of number.
than after the quarrel we sweet talk through ytd night.
and my hamster give birth to 4 hammies this morning..
i am elated!!!!
the blossom of loves -- my 3rd generation of hammies and my stupid boy^^.

2009-07-18T22:56:00.003+08:00

broken promise by u again and again.
breaking exist in your dictionary but not mine anymore.
i admit i am too harsh on my words ytd night.
i am sorry,really sorry for those nasty words.
i think u owed me one too..those nasty words u have said .
but one of your word destory all.
anger overtook our love and destroy it right after said break.
i am not some super woman that can take in any of your scolding and esp that word we mention not to speak and swear that it will never exist in our relation.
what am i to you?i keep wonder.

u can tell me all the fairytales i wanted but i know it not gonna come true.
i rather live in a real world that the world of mirage u have given me.
it causes so much pain.
my heart ache ...

2009-07-11T01:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday i found out about you.
u said 60% for love 40% for the duration.
you should not be telling me u are tired and wanted to sleep when i am discussing about our problems.
a super wrong step u shouldnt do but u have just done that everytime.
a weekend crying alone in the room with emotion creaking inside me.
a weekend with tuition kid and endless notes to study.

i still remember that u said that i always said things that make myself pityful.
ya,i know that.
as a boyfriend,i cant believe u actually said that.
while all my friends believe u as the angel and i am the demon.
ok i am the demon,alright!!!!!
DEMONDEMONDEMON
that's so not fair.
i wish i have no emotional.
how cool is that??
heartless just like a demon,
but i just cant be one.
i felt so much better now.thanks p.b .i love you.

2009-07-06T15:34:00.003+08:00

i am currently lazy and tired at the same time.
but i cant let my blog be in a rotten state.
later i am gonna tuition a primary 1 kid.
yes i took up the tuition job.
wish me luck,then.
so here i blogged six sentences.

2009-06-29T00:06:00.004+08:00

sch re-open in a few hours time.
till this moment i still have slight hope that school will be close due to any reasons available.
just let me be a little evil this time round.
just a little will do.hahas
have a small msn conversation ytd night with someone and i am totally SHOCKED!!!
i am so GLAD that he is so out of my beautiful life.
how can that retard ever tarnish my name!!!
go and die please,retard.
may the devil be with you.
you was and are a loser!!!
and forever will be one.
u tried play hard to catch but it not working ya??
let me tell you why your stupid tricks don't work anymore.
don't you ever realise this: fool me once,shame on you.Fool me twice,shame on me.
too profound ??
no wonder you failed badly for o level.
stop trying to be some drama king cox u wont be one either.
no company even the kids central would hire you.
tried to act cute like Elmo but you are just a pathetic emo person.
i am lucky thou,to get out of ur hands.
we USED to belong together.
i was FORCED to break up by you.
you ASKED for patch.
i DENIED it.
you WENT for my friend.
HURTED her.
but still u didnt get any of my attention.
you just are thick skin.
thank god,we,i you,her was long over.

PS: sorry for the bitching and whining..cox this guy really need some teaching ^^
it's not jar***l i am talking abt.
i feel comfortable..

2009-06-22T23:01:00.004+08:00

21st JUNE 2009
Malaysia trip!!!!!
it was a success.
it was my first oversea trip with darling.
the tense environment between my family and darling went off almost immediately they saw one another.
not much photo was taken cox me and boy slept and eat throughout the journey.
relaxing and stomach fulfilling trip and best of all it is all sponsor by my sweetest parents on earth.
Family went to this durain farm and as a city girl i am so surpised by the way durain fall off from the super tall tree.*WOO WOO*
however i still hate durain and baby forced me to try some and till now i am still not at all fancy about the taste because it just causes 2 pimples to pop on my face.
and thanks to my secret pimple curing formula the 2 pimples are on their way to hell.
*evil simle*
the scenery in Malaysia is breathtaking.
i love their green land.a whole full patch of palm tree.BEAUTIFUL!!
why cant i ever see those in our own green city,singapore.

22nd JULY 2009

met up with lee.
it has been 2 months + since i last saw him.
had a yummy dinner and ice cream treats from him.
speaking of the truth,i wasnt being as comfortable as the past hanging out with him AT FIRST.
but it just settle down after we dine in.
this make me realise some facts:
"Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is before you can meet again. And meeting again after a moment or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends."-Richard Bach
i wonder when can i have a large grp of meet up again with the gang.
i have been waiting for west to organise ktv,i hope i wont need to wait for long.

23rd JULY 2009

happy 19 months baby!!! detail will be updated with last month anni also.

2009-06-20T02:17:00.002+08:00

it is father's day this sunday!!!
so what are you guys planning to do??
well,i havent been celebrating this daddy special day for 19 years.
no wonder daddy is jealous about mummy,cox sister and i always celebrate hers.
however this year is different.
our whole family include my darling are going malaysia to celebrate!!!

darling is super anxious about this trip
whenever he saw my parent he always gave them those shy face.
that make me remember about the time when he came to my hse to watch tv.
he is so anxious that he didnt even wanna sit on the chair that i offer.
how i wish he treat me like that too..
show me some shyness like the past ,will you??

ps: my boy have not pass me the 18 months photo yet. will try to rush him then. zzzz hopefully it doesnt crash with my up coming father's day photos and 19 months anni with him...super busy with meet up and project ..

2009-06-15T14:08:00.003+08:00

i am currently using twitter.it is at the left hand side column
for those who dont know it is
twitter:it is something i can update my current doing instead of blogging it here..it is just a very short post .
i can even update twitter when i am out using handphone..how cool is that.
but i havent get the hang in the phone thingy..
longer post will be still updated here.^^ stay tune people

2009-06-11T18:47:00.008+08:00

yays!!!
i am so happy,common test just ended.
most importantly, papers for this common test is manageable.
2 full weeks of holiday and i am going to spend it wisely with frens and baby.
yupx,regarding about the pervious post,
my darling have said out his thoughts to me.
and i fully understand it. no worries boy .
below are photos taken in school library this morning^^

i know i can be very annoying whenever i am very stress.
screaming and shouting whenever i am angry.
crying like a baby when i felt being bully.
no matter what,
you have always forgive me gently,fear of hurting me.
calm me down with your hugs.
now it's your turn.
a hug this morning for you to boost your last paper tommorrow.

i love you forever,boy.
looking forward for tmr ^^

2009-06-10T18:25:00.004+08:00

i tried to be understanding..
not to give you any crap.
hiding my feelings deep down,
not complaining anymore to you.
you didnt even MSN hi to each other from the min u online to offline.
(i dun need you to call.since you nv called to talk to me anymore.)
no reason.
no reason for that at all..
i dun mind being disturb for a second by you.
sadly,we are distanced away.
you said to me to concentrate important stuff first.
i wanna argue the moment u said that.
but than i hold back,cox i know the most impt to u right now is exams.
i envy ur frens which are able to study with you.
to you,studying with me is a torture
from days to months to year we dated.
from hours to mins to seconds we talked.
i finally realised you aren't in love anymore.
we are just relying..

2009-06-09T21:21:00.005+08:00

changes in the environment changes a person.
we might be too busy for each other,
but i see no reason for us to talk lesser than our friends.
even we tried to woke up super early to meet one another but
morning isn't as beautiful as it WAS.
like what you have said,
i might be over sensitive at some stuffs,
but i cant be wrong with my feelings.
which i dare not speak of any in front of you.
because i learned.
i learned to keep it in my heart,
till one day it erupt like the volcano.
i have always have faith in our relationship,
no matter how insecure i am,i still hold on tightly to you.
i just want some concern from you.

2009-06-07T14:44:00.002+08:00

i felt jealous..

i envy her..

i want her..

my old self.

*pics taken a year ago.

i miss times when i smile happily.

i really dont mind smiling till my eye bag pop out.

just make me smile.

i havent really been like that for a very long time.

all those perparation for common test,

it's driving me crazy.

i cant get anything into my head,

and it is such a annoyance that makes me called for help.

my sister told me "it will be over soon,just bear with it and we will go shopping on thursday"

again,due to common test,

i skipped the birthday gathering today.

my cousin's daughter a year old birthday party.

perviously,i skipped my granny birthday.

ouch..!!! my heart ache again..

no more granny story..

well,back to mug...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!!

2009-06-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

i am waiting.
it's so so so long.
i am still waiting ..
waiting and waiting..
lols..
waiting for my darling to send me photos of our 18months.
due to our exams,
we have to slow down our pace for everything,
so as to speed up for our revision.
so a delay in pics will occur.
hereby,please wait and walk along with me for boring,whining and dry post this 2 weeks.
your kindness is well appreciated.

i hate to study for immune.
i rather choke with applied mircobiology than immune.
why do we humans have such complex system..??
why do god create bacterium/virus ??
even my teacher dont have a definite answer.
yes,i agree.
life is full of questions without an answer.
stop wasting your life to figure out,
why not admire it to the fullest?

2009-06-01T16:23:00.002+08:00

common test start in one week time.
i am gonna strive hard for my long lost result.
can i make it??
BIG QUESTION MARK!!!!!
perhaps,ask the teacher.
i am alone studying in school library,
which is kinda effective.
try that!!!
bring no friends,no date,no people you know,
just bring along your MP3 and lappy and notes.
most importantly,dont look at the time..
just let the time pass naturally.
in the end u will see how much u have studied after that.

2009-05-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

as a relationship goes longer,my tears weight heavier.
why not stronger??

2009-05-24T01:12:00.003+08:00

not to talk abt the quarrel darling and i just had.
after all,we patch things up very quickly.
again,on the 23rd of every month i would mention my love:
HAPPY 18TH MONTHS OF LOVING AND QUARRELLING.
although i hate the quarrelling part,
but that is part of loving,doesn't it??
it is always after a quarrel we get to be sweeter and understanding.
we had a long day that me and boy are both very tired.
however,we think that it is just not enough.
not enough time to explore.
but we managed to do something we did once a year.
it is an unbreakable chain.
an unbreakable chain that put blessing in our love.
a vow that been blessed by the water.
with all the luck i had,
i still got hurt today and he tired even harder to make sure i am enjoying my day.
and of course i did.
how can i not??
he prepared so much,
that's why i love my man.
PS: will update pics asap^^

2009-05-18T01:52:00.003+08:00

first of all,thanks to those who tagged me,msn,sms to show ur care and concern.
i really appreciate it a lot.
love you girlie and my bubbly buddy ^^
i am alright and in perfect health condition.
anyways, give me a minute to throw away my sadness.
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now i feel so much better thinking about positive stuff.

received a super brilliant necklace from darling.
as he promised,i got a new diamond necklace every year.
and i almost forget to thank him for accompanying me in my granny wake for days.
and him cheering me up in all these downfall i have had.
friends around me always said that i am lucky to have a boyfriend like him.
well,i must agree that to some extend,some mean a little k..*evil smile*
*i dun wanna him to be proud of that. and boost in front of me.*
recently,even my dad start to praise him. *roll eyes*
in return for all the cheering and loving care he has for me,
my mum treated him dinner at crystal jade.

lastly,take care everybody in the season of flu.
protection is the best cure !!!!
trust me,u wouldn't wanna be the first person to get caught in swine flu in singapore.

2009-05-13T00:26:00.005+08:00

The month of may.
it's the month of receiving and loss.
i regretted a lot for not visiting my granny more often.
now she's gone the only hope for me to ever spend time with her is through my dreams.
yet i ever once dream of granny.
i would wonder out of no where if she is doing alright above,
or does she still remember me as her granddaughter.
it is truly heart wrenching for me when she cant recognise me at all just before she pass away.
i stay surprisingly strong,at least in front of granny.
i didn't want to let the atmosphere turn staple.
i want her to spend her last moment peacefully.
i rubbed her cold hand to make it warm ,
in turn she held my hand with all the strength she had left,trying to thank me for coming.
afraid to let her see my teary eyes,
i just took a quick glance at her.
that glance finally make me break down.
i rush to the toilet and pictures of granny in tubing flashes in my head.
every tube and needles,
i feel the same pain,
the pain that i cant descried,
the pain which hurts even till now.
"i'm sorry granny,for not going for your last birthday celebration this year.and now i never got a chance to."

2009-05-03T23:43:00.001+08:00

notice:i will temporary stop blogging for this week cox granny just passed away on 1st may.

2009-04-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

yays...i make it through the first week.
same school with boyfriend is tougher than i thought.
much much more conflict and arugment but still we hold on as tight as ever.
not gonna go in detail of the bad omen,
but i love my timetable this year as compared to last year.
and most of all..no more math ^^
love love love love it!!!!!

anyways i miss the time in courts.
i nv have forgotten my bestie,lee.
hopefully,i can find time to visit him.
really miss lunching with him..^^
thanks for being like a big bro to me,lee^^

2009-04-17T03:47:00.003+08:00

i might as well finish up my update during my birthday celebration cox i start missing my personal thoughts on my pinkish blog.
so here is my quick part 2.
06042009-on actually day.

when i bathe finish and the clock strike 12 midnight,
darling surpise me with my favourite strawberries short cake from four leaves.
and a game of treasure hunt to find my presents.
from small gifts like chocolate and sweets.
then the main treasure....

i got a ds lite from my hubby and it's in pink(a gift i choose beforehand) ^^
btw, just to let u people know.
i like green but i am in love with baby pink and bling bling crystal recently.

the intial plan was to meet my girlie to eat buffet dim sum.
end up,darling and me overslept and refuse to wake up.
this always happened when i stay over at his house
however we still manage to meet for an hour of buffet.

MY BIRTHDAY CUP CAKE!!!!

This was my first ever cup cake recieved as a birthday gift.
specially made by amanda and jenn and so far it's the most delicious cake i have ever eaten
just like the candle,it's just light up my soul.
thanks jenn and amanda ^^
sadly,we went seperated way after lunch.

ON THE WAY TO THE LOCATION DARLING PLANNED...

seriously i need a proper hair cut.
i think it is too long for my short height.
anyways, we walked to east coast from some bus stop.
all i got to say is that i HATE the weather,
i dun mind giving up my citizenship to go somewhere cooler.
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apart from bicycling,we went to the beach.

aiyo,so unglam!!!
what am i doing???
should be the sand made my right leg itch.

as always,he got this photo of me unawaring.

we spend a romantic night under the stars.
The night sea breeze blew away my long stressful month of april.
from the moment my eyes reaches yours,
i knew that i have already gotten the best gift ever.
afterall,it's you who still know me the best.
thanks for being there with me,i love you.

2009-04-14T02:01:00.005+08:00

my blog number has declined sharply.
well,it just make me sad and i guess it cant be helped at all.
there isn't just enough time for me after i hv quit my job.
been going out with my darlings and parents.
settling my pay and visiting my sick granny.
there isn't enough time to allow me to blog happily.
so currently i can only sacrifice my sleeping time.
as promise the pictures from my birthday celebration.(part 1)

03 April 2009 (part 1 of celebration)

meet up after work for my mini celebration and chill out.
from left to right
jeron,lee,Wesley,Adeline,me,krys,Michelle,magret,eric and benjamin. and lastly not to forget roy the photographer.
not bad keax.i still remember those names.
looked for a decent pub to relax,
but everywhere was so packed with people on friday night so we end up in some nameless pub.

roy called for an open bottle.
most of them doesnt drink so we spend quite a number of hours to finish up that bottle.
only west and lee got slightly drunk cox of all the forfeit they got to do.
guess i am lucky on my birthday celebration .
was kinda of "sabo" by them since i am the birthday girl.

THe monkey of the night.
he was doing his monkey dance forfeit.
any moment when i saw this pics, memories rushes back^^
he is the joker there and i miss his cold joke man

my small cake from raffles hotel.
was surpise by them for the cake and the birthday song played in the pub.
i blushed with shyness and a smile so naturally formed on my face.
took pictures individual with my friends as a speical memory for my 19th birthday.
(lazy to upload them so not gonna put them here)
thanks ben for the magic,lee for the present and everyone else for the night.

toward the end of the morning,
everyone was tired.
this is my 2nd time for night life and i can't imaging my 3rd time.
btw,there are stains of chocolate on jer's t shirt, all thanks to me *wink wink*
he smell like a big chocolate cake which rotted for days which in my opinion is not a good commend.

it's already 5 plus in the morning .
the last photo we took before we all went seperately home.
it was both tried and fun.
i dropped dead once i bath.
thanks frens for the celebration,i am gonna miss u all dearly.

ps: part two of my celebration will be up after i settle the photos.

2009-04-08T01:50:00.002+08:00

i am so lazy to blog.
as well as tired.
been celebrating my birthday these few days,and it's great!!
thanks friends..
will be updating my birthday celebration soon ^^
stay tune :)

2009-04-03T03:22:00.002+08:00

arhh!!! it's 3.25 A.M
i dont feel sleepy at all.
hoping that blogging will make me sleepy again..
people said i have changed , from my very first post till my current ones.
did i??
well,i manged to think for a couple of mins.
sure enough,i did.
through months and years,i have seen different kinds of people.
people that make me change a lot.
on earth there are..
nice people who love you truly,
lovely people that truly wants you to be happy.
crazy and fun people that truly made you siao and stress free.
superficial people that cry crocodile tears ,
bored people that keep giving annoying calls,
childish people that spread continuous rumors,
crafty people that tried to squeeze their brain juice to hurt others in both physical and emotional ways.
of course, most humans are unwilling to admit their wrong-doing or their unfriendly side of themselves.
to tell the truth,i am all the above i mentioned.
why do i say so???
cox in my 19 years on earth,i learned all those skill from people around me.
from sweet evon to the crafty side of me.
yes,all from my lovely friends and people i detest around me.
i dont blamed them cox they make me grow up day by day.
i have learn to love and hate freely
suddenly this sentence struck my head-
"we seldom realise that we are actually the refection from the people we detest the most."
i know there are people who really hates me and thank god there are people who deeply love me as well.
in life,having a good balance is important.
like how police and crimals,darkness and light,female and male,love and hatred.
all these appear to be very different from one another but they work hand in hand to exist.
same goes to those who hate me,thanks for allowing me to find those who really treasure me a lot.
and yes i have changed thanks to you,people ^^

2009-04-01T01:25:00.003+08:00

my month has finally arrived.
quiting my job,
starting a new year in school,
birthday celebration,
darling's sister baby coming to this beautiful earth soon.
a break up with my darling

This April mark so many event in my life.
there are endings as well as new chapter in my life.
it is never easy to say goodbye.
it is never easy to start and build a new chapter in life too.
my darling hinted me for a break up.
cox he gave me a lot of excuses.
like he felt insecure.
we doesn't spend so much time together anymore.
Seldom communicate like a couple.
doesnt feel in love with me anymore.
i treated him very cold.
i believe there are more reason behind it but he just didnt bother to explain in detail.
cox i believe he has a reason behind everything.
i still love him. and i will forever.
some may find me dumb but i didnt care
cox
cox
cox
cox
he tricked me like how i tricked you guys!!!! APRIL FOOL pple ^^
gotcha^^
while he ALMOST ALMOST tricked me. but i am too smart.
caution day ahead.
but the point bolded are true.
it is always hard to say goodbye to new friends.
and even harder to start a new school term without my bestie in the same class..
gonna miss my tutorial lesson with u amanda..
ps:i will go visit u guys after i quit my job^^ no worries.

2009-03-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

some photos which are meant to be uploaded are not,there are many reasaon behind it.
mainly because i am sick for 5 days and i am on my road to recover so i need a break for everything..
after all,i learned a lesson that is to see a doctor as soon as possible if you are sick.
DO NOT DRAG!!! cox it's just get worse.
this few days i have a very very bad dry cough which due to my insist of not going to the doctor led to fever and a headache.
and all thanks to my savior (LEE) for putting so much effort trying to making me well again.
and the extra strong panadol really does help me to reduce my headache at work^^
after many many many many and many times of nagging from darling i decided to go to polyclinic today.
in exchange i got my crave for dim sum at vivo ^^
ps: will update my 1 year 4 month anni soon

2009-03-19T00:20:00.003+08:00

in fact i am missing every part of him.
his face to his hugs.i miss them all.
he went camping and will only be back by tmr night.
how i wish he would have rejected his friend offer for going camp.
anyways,i didnt want to spoil his mood thus i didnt hold him back.

he was the last person that know i am super sick.
even my customers knew i am sick from the way my voice sounded.
well, i didnt blamed him after all.
no handphone allow in camps,
plus i didnt want him to worry while he is having fun in camp.
i decided to keep it till later part of the day .

for myself,i am so down with flu,dry cough and sore throat.
drink more water ,no fry food, no sweet snack..etc
but my mouth just doesnt want to be control by me.
oozz ooozzz..need some beauty sleep and get ready for work tmr morning!!!
cant afford to get worse.
cox if not i gonna take mc from work which i dont want.
i dont wanna stay at home and madly miss my friends.
happy and larry the joker of my day
esp lee...
*are you touch lee?? be proud k ^^

2009-03-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

been working like a bull almost everyday and got some cough virus from darling..
but still i love the way i love you boy^^
now i can only dream about having a day out with you.
forget about reality cox i know it wont happen anytime sooner.
i really miss the days we hang out day and night.
well,i guess i shall wait.
the best day will arrive if i wait longer.
and i will keep waiting.
just a call a day or a msg for me and i will be contented^^
a note to that person who keep annoying me!!!
please get a life.
oh ya,i forgot you got no life so leave that last sentence out^^
mean while i am tiring and sick.
i think i need some exercise to keep me healthy and fit .
waiting for my badminton trip this wed.

well back to last Wednesday
went to KTV with a couples of new friends and one old buddy of mine.

Has the pictures did their job yet??
while i am super tired as while as high in ktv.
it has been zillion years since i last go to sing like that.
but overall i am super happy with my life now and no one can take away that^^
that's why i love you friends..
above are roy,wesley,adeline,krys and lee.
see how happy we were back then.
i wonder does our smiles on our face remain till years to come by.

I am beginning to learn that it is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all.
stay sweet and simple^^

2009-03-11T01:45:00.003+08:00

MY NEW FACIAL CARE

well,i have been using fancl for almost two years already.

no big deal but i tot i should give clinique a chance to improve my skin.

i am not saying that fancl is not good on my skin

however wat fancl does is just maintaining and not improving my skin.

brought this 3 steps from clinique which cost me around $139.

it is way more expensive than fancl

but for the amount given in clinique as compare to fancl,

it balance out the price.

nevertheless,i will still buy the make up removal oil from fancl,which is the love of my life!!!!

**anyone who do not know what i want for my birthday can grab tons of make up removal from fancl as a gift.i really dun mind at all^^

back to the topic.

clinique product are working fine on me for two days now.

very comfortable with the toner,

however, lots of people out there are complaining that it dry the skin because it contain alcohol.

but it doesnt cause that problem to my skin yet,i shall see and pray hard it doesnt.

next is the mild facial wash.

this i must say it is better than fancl,

love the ways it does not dry up my face and it really make my face feel clean and soft ^^

no wonder,people online are die hard to change their clinqiue facial wash after they used it once.

last but not least,

my favourite among the three step.

the dramatically different moisturizing gel.

from the given name,it is so true.

it change the texture of my skin the very next day.

this gel contain no oil so anyone who got oily or combination suit perfectly to this.

let's give our face all the moisture "drink" our face need.

ps:a boring post indeed,but stay tune.next post will be more personal,i promise.

2009-03-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

i really love my work now and i am thinking of staying there till end of this march.
the stuffs and promoter there are really nice and friendly
and thus i am thinking of rejecting the singapore pool job which pay me $8 per hour.
but well we shall see first.
knowing a lot of friends there,is a good thing.
more talking time = time pass faster.
i am pretty sure we will click very well .
and seriously i dont mind being paid lesser just to talk to my friends.
with aldeline(my slacker partner),lee(my lunching and gaming partner),lary,joron,brandon,ken,yi,wendy,bratton guy(opps forget his name),vincent(my friendly boss) are all my talking and gossiping friends my life wont be bored there anymore.
i cant rmb the rest^^
asual, stm for names.
but still it's only been like four days of working period.
working hard to rmb names to get paid^^
however one problem : i get 8 kisses on my legs..
and it irrate me a lot.
stupid mosqutoes

2009-03-05T22:02:00.009+08:00

i am seriously tried!!!!!
guess i am still not use to the working environment.
i am resting on a chair with a mirror in front ,
reading a book,
listening to FM,
taking 2 hours of breaks each day,
slacking and talking to my friends and next i am gonna plan to watch movie with my handphone and the best part of it is that i GET PAID to do all these above^^
therefore i intend not to quit le ^^
where can i find such a relax job??
shouldnt i be happy enough to get this job?
yes i am in fact the only reason for me thinking about quiting is because i do not have enough time for me and my bf to spent together.
but after a lot of thinking and lots of advice i decided to just stay on for a while.
anyways,he had a job now and i do not want to waste my holiday just to wait for his off day which is once per week.
enough of him, cox toking to him vexed me a lot.
i hate it when he treat me badly again.
WHY WHY WHY??
WHY DO U TREAT ME LIKE TT AGAIN??
not to quarrell again with him,
i am tired enough already!!
i kept quiet and sallow the anger.
cox i want to make my life easlier with him or without him.
maybe love does conquer all and digest every part of the fond memories and bad one too.

actually sometimes i just feel like crying again and call you for comfort,
but i know i cant,cox i need to be strong.
i know i changed a lot but still i find myself in the middle of reading my own history.

2009-03-03T00:24:00.002+08:00

i really cant work in that kind of boring enviroment!!!!
no more no more
i can stand it no more
i am going to call it a quit tmr.
call me a loser,i dont really care.
anyways,anyone who wanna work for a $6 per hour job can contact me asap ,see if i can help to pull you in.

i am gonna tell the agent that i am quiting .
hopefully i will be able to secure a job in my next interview .
god bless me for tmr job interview^^
but how am i gonna collect a four days or even 3 days pay??
will my pay be eaten up by the campany cox i have worked too little to even get a decent pay for my 3 days work.

ok,i am gonna tell the agent tmr that i am quiting and to check that will i even get a pay.
if not i wont be even going down to work tmr.
and bye bye tampines courts.

ps: anyways the staff there are super nice ^^

2009-03-01T02:01:00.002+08:00

wahhoo!!!!
ended my one week exam torture and now i am very well slacking at home for this 3 days.
well not pretty much my home ya.
it's my boyfren house slacking-playing com,watching tv,playing with my hamster ^^
oh ya..
my hamster finally gave birth!!!
well lend to mich to breed and he agree to pass me one of the hammie.
i am pretty excited about it.

and one more point.
i found a job all thanks to krys.
and i am starting it this coming Monday.
kind of laz around and i love the feeling of it.
actually i am not so prepare for the job cox i still haven relax enough.
i just do it cox of money.
I NEED MONEY TO RENOVATE MY ROOM !!!

wish me luck for my new job.
i heard from krys that it is super dead.
anyways, anyone who is free can come down to tampines courts.
we shall have lunch then ^^

2009-02-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 year 3 months,darling.
i am perparing for exam thus i am unable to celebrate.
so so so sorry,
this is a very unbearable day.
tried to get myself to study as hard as i can but something is just amiss.
First time in this 1 year 3 months we are unable to see each other.
but as u promise,the celebration shall be postphone and we will have a celebration for both our anni and my ending of year one in poly.
really looking forward to this coming thursday.
A ENDING IS A NEW BEGINNING ^^
jia you everyone for the finals.
we shall go to year two together.
seriously i am gonna miss having a big bunch of pple lunching that always use up to 3 tables at the canteen ,one for putting our bags of course ^^
esp salv,i am gonna miss you so so much for a lot of things man!!!! ur voice will be one of them :)

2009-02-21T00:47:00.004+08:00

one paper down and 2 more to go !!
a sucky paper indeed,my friend.
while gave myself a break and watched some variety show at his house today.
and yes i know it is sinful act.
suppose to revise but i just have no mood to do so.
i think it is much much more easy to write blog with feelings as compare to reading those lifeless notes.

valentine's day UPDATE!!!!
went to civilisation museum of singapore.
we hate the crowds during val day so we choose somewhere that is super dead for dating.
CMS became a place for us to chill out.
peacefully,quiet and romantic dim lights inside make it the best choice on earth for val day.
even if u are kissing passionately,no one will be noticing you .
only the security guards there are a spoiler.
spoiled the mood of ours by warning us "no flash light please"

i wonder how traditional couple in the past have to wear those.
it is totally heavy and to add on how long is it suppose for the male to remove those from his wife?

gotcha...
i took this unclear picture with him looking so boy boy.
and i like it ^^

this section contain some of the very old instrument used by our very own malay friends.
although,i dont know what the name of those beautifully made instrument but the sound make from it is duper special.
combination of these instruments and pop/rock songs,what will be the ending result be like??

he looked so concentrated to be disturb by me.
but i guess he still find me a disturbance.
i'm gonna disturb you for your whole life^*^

err...he caught me in action.
changing into some tradition costume.
and i made a mess out of it.
took me so long to put that skirt on.
and the blurr head gal still get it wrong.

i hate this photo of me because it is ugly.
nevertheless,this is how it look like.
the skirt is weird looking as well as me.
not to mention the man beside me.
"hey,dude u are not j-Y,smile a bit can ma???"

OUR DINNER TIME

went to waraku for dinner.
one of the favourite japanese resturant ^^
waited for quite a period of time due to numerous couples who booked ahead of time.
i shall be clever next time.
i will ask baby to book for the most expensive resturant with special VIP room next year^^
shall it be in a 5 ***** hotel??

ps: darling,u can be a stalker boy.i didnt even notice you where filming me while i am perparing to eat.Lols. anyways how to mute the video?? i kind of sound weird in the video,so unlike me.

our 2nd year of valentine's day end with the sweetest smile on our face.
it is fun with all those photo taking.
Looking forward for the 3rd one on 2010^^

2009-02-19T01:26:00.003+08:00

how i wish everything is over now.

XXXxxXXXxxXxxxXXXxxxXXXXxxXX

i really wish so.

my exam seems so long to be finish and yet too near to be started.

been studying continuously from sunday till Wednesday already.

yet i do not know how much knowledge have got into my head.

too many too confusing reactions to be absorbed.

Organic chem isnt my cup of tea.

tea..oh ya..

how caffeine is extract from tea??

using water and dichloromethane as solvent??....bah bah

seriously i hate science now.

don't even know why am i in life science in the first place.

i even hated chem in secondary school with Mrs moon lady(inside joke)

and i hate and love the way i hate science lovers.

the hatred made me wanna improve and over take those science's freak!!!

which then make me love science after all.

anyways.i just love the company of you till late night while i am studying.

without you i would fall asleep while studying.

thanks for keeping me awake through the night.

although you scared me off once.

but dude i am still so in love with you.

We shared the same room for four days.

i didnt dare to ask you to leave and you would bare to leave me alone.

but now i find you a little noisy and u didnt keep the only rule i mention to you.

do not knock and bang on my lamp.it makes super irritating noise= noise pollutant.

so tmr morning i am going to ask mummy to invite u out off my room.*humps*

2009-02-16T18:36:00.004+08:00

This valentine's day are filled with both joy and bitterness.

well,this V-day i am treated more or less like a princess by my sweetheart.

But the joy of Valentine's day this year just comes and go.

without me knowing,

he passed away the very moment i am soundly asleep in the middle of my sweet dreams after my val's celebration.

The news stunned me.

He was once my GL.

The boy which helped in the LSCT camp last year.

The one i saw jumping and running round the whole sch trying to make the camp a success.

Although,we didn't talk much but his caring words still make a deep impression on me.

He told me to rest well while i am sick during the camp.

Now,it is my turn.

"rest well,Jordan."

GoodBye,

JORDAN.

p.s: photos of my val's day will be postphone . no mood for any joyful post. thanks

2009-02-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

exams..

the most moody cycle of my life.

it just come and goes and come and goes continuously.

gonna wait for a few more years before this cycle stop.

a long long wait indeed.

yups and that's mean my blog will be under a freezing state till further notice.

studying my practical for o chem,bio and stats.

oh no!!!!

gonna push myself again.

bye dude and ladies.

2009-02-04T22:35:00.001+08:00

i hate u and i just dunno y.

2009-02-03T18:40:00.005+08:00

a short post

while times flies and my end of term exams is coming before i say bye bye to my year 1

there is so many unhappy things happening in 2009.

which make me duper disappointed.

i hate to quarrell with darling but this year seems so unaviodable

esp with my hot temper it seems so much impossible for me to remain as cool as a cumcumber.

promising myself if there is another big quarrell with him from now till my birthday,

me and him will be all over for good.

this is for real,if any part of me still wanna go back to him pls stop me frens.

i know u will read that part.

and be so annoyed by now.

however,i still love u so much to let you go de lar.

unless....

without you i cant imaging wat my lfe will be.

therefore we gonna stay strong together as one.

believe me.

this year gonna be hard but we will make it till the end.

our 2nd val time is coming le.

but i hope it doesnt crash with my studies.

*finger cross*

i love you,baby

ps:i am so all pump up !!!! all thanks to darling.gonna go slim down le

edited this photo with tan colour on my skin.

i think i might go tanning for a try.

2009-02-01T03:28:00.004+08:00

my blog is almost dead.

and my boy give me a complain letter le.

so i tried to upload some pics and somehow it cant be done= i gave up.

while, those are pretty old photos i might say.

unfortunately,my photos i took during Chinese new year are all gone!!!

cox my stupid k800i got problem and i brought a new phone.

my new sumsung omnia

i didnt like sumsung phone,

i just brought it for it's beauty and the unknown function inside.

honesty,i am pretty uneasy while using this phone.

i wasted a lot of msg cox of the super sentive screen.

even though,

my sms is unlimited but still i just dun like the idea of keep repeating my msg to the same person.

i think i still need time to get use to a touch screen phone.

like i said i loss my cny pics ,

but that's not the biggest prob.

now what headache me is:i loss all my poly frens contact no..

last saved my contact in sim card is 1 year ago.

so be nice to me and sms me ur hp no.^^

i will be more than happy .

skip to next topic,

val time day is coming le and i would soon have to start to mug again.

how i wish that val day would be during the holiday.

how i wish that i would spend more time with LG

like i say,this is only a wish,so dream on evon ^^

" craved- jy.evon ..it's keep going around and it will never end."

p.s:thanks boy for the phone ^^ u paid half for me and i love both of you

2009-01-18T02:00:00.003+08:00

went for a job interview ytd for my march holidays.

i know i am kiasu.

but with the bad economic,who isn't kiasu??

and hopefully i get the job.

presenting the day for interview

i didnt know why the apple fruit juice,moisture lotion and my green bottle are there.

but it's just seems so nicely arrange.

forgive my mess table,it's just my style.

didnt bother to pack,cox it's just get mess after 30 mins.

with up-coming test,table just get sucky.

as for the interview,

it's went pretty smooth and finally i realise how "IS" help me in speech.

for those who are wondering wat IS,

it is something extra in our sch.

teach u stuff like presenting,speech,project presentation,creative learning.bah bah

as the pics says..i am in my moody days.

not to mention much.

let all this past by fast.

FASTERFASTERFASTERFASTER.

i need not need it to be a happy ending.

i just want a fast and easy ending.

let my exam ends too ^^

happy von von

2009-01-15T00:32:00.003+08:00

frenzy replies

tj: where is the outing !!!! lols...my test and exam are coming le.So maybe can organise one after my exam.btw my exam ends on the 27th feb 2009 and thus a long holiday is waiting for me .trying hard in this relationship and i will hang on de.^^thanks dude for caring
jo: exam stress no mood lar..after exam k
darling jy : hope so.i know we are trying hard and i am happy at least we are still holding on. anyways,i am proud of ur o lvl result. waiting for u to join me in OUR sch. ^^
xiao fen : happy new year too..kind of late to say this now.just hope u will hv a wonderful year ahead.^^
ugine: hey so long nv met u le..everything alright?? at least give me some news about u so that at least let me know u are still alive:)
sihua: i love it too. brought 2 pairs of it le. it's comfortable to wear and long lasting.and most impt these cute design. i cant help falling in love with these shoes and thus i brought it ^^
shuan : yupx.and hope everything will be fine too.tc too .
YQ : u this devil monkey call me 神经病. cannot ask pple to join my sch mehx.i care for them ma and therefore intro good sch for them.NGEE ANN POLY IS THE BEST POLY EVER!!

2009-01-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

well, last week pass like a wind.

help out in np open house and got to meet some new friends.

well pass so fast that i cant rmb wat actually happened last week.

anyways,perparing for my up coming test next week.

so might,reduce the time on blogging.

come come join np and be school mate with me ^6

so random of me!!!!!!

2009-01-07T01:31:00.003+08:00

Sorry,sorry and sorry.

I HATE THIS WORD!!!

believing that all sorry will change you for good.

countless time of sorry void the meaning of it,dude.

esp,with the same mistake u have made.

anyways, a song dedicate for you,"my pissed off boyfriend".

below are the lyrics.

enjoy.

ps: i am still keeping the promise,my dear little boyfriend.and i feel so proud of myself.

even though,i know it's meaningless and betraying my feeling,

but at least i am keeping it by name.

The status is all we have now.

tell me when u are ready for wat is expected to be.

Lyrics to White Horse :

So you're sorry

That face of an angel

Comes out just when you need it to

And I paced back and forth all this time

Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on

And days drag on

Stupid girl,I should have known,

I should have known

[Chorus]

I'm not a princes,this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you

And your white horse,

to come around

Baby I was naive,

Got lost in your eyes

And never really had a chance

I had so many dreams

About you and me

Happy endings

Now I know

[Chorus]

I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale

I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you

And your white horse,

to come around

Here you are your sitting there

Begging for forgiveness, begging for me

Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale

I'm gonna find someone somewhere who might actually treat me well

This is a big world, that was a small town

There in my rear view mirror disappears now

Now its too late for you and your white horse

Now its too late for you and your white horse,

to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa

Try and catch me now

oh, it's too late

To catch me now

2009-01-07T01:15:00.002+08:00

showing off my precious i brought during the holiday :)

well,spending money is woman rights.

and spending money on clothes,wallet/handbags and shoes are really addictive.

been severely bombing my own pocket recently.

MY GREEN LEATHER WALLET

lovess of the month ^^.

the stocks of wallet in department are running low.

go to as many as 7 departments store and i was replied with only 2 answer.

"only left display set"
"don't have the colour liao"

firstly,according to my character i dont take used stuff or what they called "display set"(for nicer term) for the same fugging price of $139!!!secondly, everyone know i loves green.and no thanks for the offer of red,brown or other colours.

MY LADY LEATHER SHOES

my 2nd loves.

cute but it's isnt that cute after i paid $95 for it.

2009-01-03T01:51:00.002+08:00

tried to revamp my blog.

but i have decided not to cox of undone projects.

well,save time.

as promise here is my resolution of the new year ^^

everything in sailing smooth in my studies.
more understanding and don't be lazy anymore.
let my granny be happy and spend more time with her.
only allow myself to be angry with hubby less than 10 times this year ^^
stay happy with my families(this include KOH and TOH family of jing you and von)
pursue my sister to break up with her boyfren(my heart break every time i see her cry,and thus i am moody at least once a week)
spend my money wisely,and save at least 150 per month inside bank.
make darling love me more and more each day ^^
force darling to help me carry my girlie bag.
sembonia bag -okay this doesn't really apply to number 7..lols
able to protect my toscano genuine leather wallet.seriously i am gonna kill anyone who spoil my wallet this year.cox i am intending to make my wallet last for 5 years.
In love with infor tech lesson.
sleep early and eat right
lastly,world peace and anti pollutant earth

anyways,i am showing off my new wallet soon so stay tune.

2009-01-01T03:04:00.003+08:00

there is lots of things i wanna post.

but i have got no time.

been searching high and low for my wallet with my honey lao gong.

hopefully i am able to grab it tmr.

anyways,will be updating everything soon after my brand new wallet is with me.

heehee.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!

2009 here i comes...

no resolution yet.

but no worries.

i gonna come out with a long long list next post.

gonna miss 2008.

thanks frens for sharing my problems.

thanks family for giving me support.

thanks teacher for passing their knowledge into me

thanks, jerks,bastard,freaking idiots for making me stronger.

thanks strangers for making me feel strange.

lols.

i think most of all thanks dearie lao gong for making my 2008 a wonderful year.

we have spend the ending of 2007,

starting of 2008,

ending of 2008

and again starting a fresh year of 2009.

hopefully this is a cycle that doesnt end.

and i know we wont allow it to end either.

2008-12-21T01:13:00.004+08:00

kind of stop blogging my own blog

cox i am busy with another of my cousin new up coming blog shop.

she is my most beloved cousin.

used to play with her the most,

during my primary school days,we was under the care of my grandparents.

and than this sisterhood begin and till now i am still so protective over her.

well,i am not managing the blog adv so i wont be doing any adv here.

i know my blog are like a dry well.

but just bare with my blog alright??

anyways,finally met up with my secondary besties.

well went to vivo to shop around and than to this dine-in call "serenity restaurant and bistro"

nice and comfortable environment with good food and live entertainment.

it would be romantic if u bring the right partner.

around $25 per pax.

however,being there with my friends are kind of relaxing.

chatted and gossip a little,

which made us back to the past.

ikea-ing with my boy today,

and surpisingly,i saw wan.

well,i am not that really surpise actually.

i think i have always so "accidentally' bump into him.

to me it was just normal already.

imaging bumping into a person zillion times.

it just make me turn my surpise into "oh it's you again".

ikea was and is always bored and the only main reason being there:branching.

starving us brought: 4 hot dog with buns,1 ice cream,15 pieces of meatballs,chocolate mousse ,a plate of chicken rice and a refillable drink.

i am quite of a eater so those shared food mentioned above did nothing to me.

i feel empty inside my stomach soon after the shopping.

We brought 2 red cushion and a photo fame.

we gonna have the best photo selection soon.

so every end of the year,best taken photo of us will be put on the fame of love wall.

ps: couples outta don't cope our ideas ya??

lols..just joking,actually we are willing to share our happiness to all lovely couples.

"hey dear,i think we need to buy another 99 fame.it's just not enough!!!!we still have N years together."

to end of ,a silly picture that my sweetest honey send which still make me smiles whenever i see.

i didnt know where the hell he got this playful idea.

but i swear that i didnt know anything while i am taking this pic.

i bet he just randomly saw it and decided to play a joke out of it.

and it just randomly make me smile for weeks and ages to come.

2008-12-13T01:47:00.003+08:00

it went alright.

then it went fantastic.

a while after then it went perfect.

from perfect it started dropping.

starting to be uncomfortable.

then ,things turned sour.

from sour it begin to rot.

and i am wondering,

is it time to throw it away.

can we save our friendship?

unbearable,

memorable,

a little of our past,

i still wanna hold on to.

is that all my secondary school friends can withstand.

a starting of a new beginning,

is just a mask of destroying the past.

poly life isn't gonna be the same as secondary sch.

but i just hope that u aren't hiding behind the mask all these while.

i really hope for...

best wishes friends.

i still love you.

may we rebuild this torn and restless friendships.

2008-12-12T01:48:00.002+08:00

i am finally done with my exams.

and back on the blog spot.

just a warm up post here.

"study hard and play hard"-mr matthew.

unfortunately,i listen to the second half of the sentence only.

went dating with my baby J straight after the last paper of cell biology.

enjoyed the movie,the day the earth stood still.

rating:3.2/5

nice movie throughout.

just dislike the sudden ending.

they should have put more effort in the ending.

nevertheless,i am still in love with Keanu Reeves acting skills,

the cool and cold looking actor for "The Matrix" and "Constantine" .

He makes the whole movie worth a catch.

2008-12-04T21:59:00.003+08:00

i was so wrong about you and myself.

money doesn't come after me.

money doesn't build but destroy.

didn't understand why u pick today to collect your pay.

tomorrow,the day after tomorrow,the next tomorrow after that??

there is so many tmr why today??

on our one and only dinner i have been waiting for days ,

u choose to destroy it.

i just want a simple dinner with you, u promise to give me.

all this just show u didn't care.

didnt bother,

say me selfish,say me hot temper.

whatever.

longing to find another excuse for you

but i cant.

its all used up.

i am certainly not capable of managing you and my exam.

i'm tried.

tried of bottling my feeling,my unhappniess deep inside me.

for the past months,i have been trying to control my temper.

forgiving you every single mistake you made.

without even arging back,

i pretend hard to maintain our relationship.

I don’t know what it is but I’m just not sure if I could do this anymore.

When loving you ain’t the same.

i'm breaking down.

Should I let go?

Should I stay?

2008-12-03T23:34:00.002+08:00

I'm driving myself insane,

Losing sleep, missing you.

why can't i press backspace to the times we talk all day and night on the phone,

watching the stars all night.

it has been days since we last date.

it has been days since we talk.

Without you I hardly smile.

boy,it's hard to confess my feeling,you know that.

but somehow,i am spilling out little by little everyday.

my face shows it all.

Your face appear in my dream over and over again.

There's no place I rather be here than with you.

money can't buy those moments with you.

you are working hard to build our future,

with this reason,i no longer argue.

baby,you need your rest.

you need a break.

don't ask me why,cox i care.

don't worry.

believe in me,I'm capable.

capable of everything ,

exams and you aren't a problem.

And I know I can't be wrong.

2008-12-01T01:53:00.003+08:00

WHAT IS THE HELL WRONG WITH OUR WORLD??

i no longer can pretend that i am studying and mute myself from the outside world.

with the economic shrinking ,

recession going on,

Thailand with their unstable govt,

India :Mumbai attacks,killed one of our own.

and now,this Attacks push India and Pakistan into deep water.

It is just time before it get worse.

oh man,

what do we really live for?

i know, i know.

for the freaking fame,

for monstrous money,

for retarded rights,

but i guess,

never yourself.

Oh mankinds,

the "leader" of the earthlings.

or better still bloody "LEECHES".

GIVE ME A RAY OF SUNSHINE THIS DECEMBER.

frenzy replies

2008-11-30T23:14:00.003+08:00

frenzy replies

selv,khuz:link le..^^
tj:lols..seems like u have a long holiday to go..jealous about you le..will stop my temptation to ktv until my common test is over :11dec..
sihua: will try to tag more..i am a fan of ur blog,gal..^^seems that these few days u are having some problems huh...hang on there..the very last month of the year coming le..a new start for a new year ^^ is got chance can go see the Christmas tree together..i don't mind going there again.
shuan: i know the short video is lame and a little low quality..but what the most important part is i enjoyed every part of the process with my team mates..however this invention are just imaginary ones..just for my creative project ^^ anyways thanks for the opinions
:) :thanks "smiley" for the comfort..i am a happy girl again ^*^..
yh: link you le...aiyo,pink not nice mehx? btw i am not a fan of pinkish stuff , i am in love with green !!! if u ask me y i didn't make my pink blog green..reason is:i don't know either @@...kimchi??i dont think so lehx...it's just make my tongue goes numb..
Mr Soh : i just don't like that place..the food are terrible..even if it's air-con-ed i wont wanna go there to eat,it like paying for conventional food lehx..not worth..lols..seems like we have very different taste bud..

2008-11-25T10:52:00.006+08:00

THIS MIGHT BE MY VERY LAST POST.

i dislike posting while i am struggling with time.

but part of me still in love with my little pink box which i counted "her" to be part of my life.

although,this pink box hasn't help me to earn money and fame,

but i adore the way she helps in communicating with my friends or friends-to-be^*^

sad to say,its the end of it.

anyways,happy times are to be shared,right??

MY 1 YEAR CELEBRATION WITH DARLING!

have been waiting for this lovely day

conclusion: days past so fast with him yet a memorial ones.

in bus,we are always the nosiest couples

funny don't you think??

normally,i would scold couples who can't keep their hands and mouth less active.

but then,i can't handle the problem when it come to my mouth.

talk and laugh like nobody bussiness^^

THE WORST DINE IN PLACE.

can't rmb what the name of this china look a like place but it just near vivo dasio.

it serve two kind of soup for their steamboat.

and the spicy portion was so bad that we didn't wanna touch it after we taste for

ONCE!!!!

it's all kinds of chilli,from chilli seeds to chilli peppers.

anyways,its too spicy for both of us and we gave up.

drank as much water as possible

but it took quite long for me for the dumb tongue to feel the food.

the seafood soup taste average to me.

and not to mention,their food are mostly conventional ones.

MY THICK SKIN LEG NEED SOME REMOVAL OF EXCESS SKIN.

i feel a sense of ticking feeling that all.

i feel sad for those fishes,

they are eating dead skins.

and it's yucky @@

but i feel damn shiok,

my skin are silky smooth all thanks to the spa fishes.

LOVE YOU BABY,

ALTHOUGH WE MIGHT HAVE A TIRING WEEK,

BUT I STILL ENJOY THE CELEBRATION U PLANNED.

THE CHOCOLATE ARE WONDERFUL AND I WILL EAT IT ALL.

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT ONE YEAR ALREADY.

23/11/2007

THE DAY OUR LOVE IS BORN

MUACKS

-DIET CHOCOLATE.

a random video.

ps:my very last post....before the exam start.^^tag me and i will reply

will be back with i have extra time when revising my work

2008-11-23T01:15:00.004+08:00

"Happy 18th birthday AMANDA !!!

grow up le,girl.

stay happy always."

and than our second double date to celebrate her birthday.

went to cine to eat suki and we went to timezone to play.

well,i wasnt a good player so i lose at almost every game i played.

it was tiring but indeed fun.

the brothers

sometimes,have you ever realise how quickly friendship grow between two complete stranger.??

my boy and amanda's bf -jenn.

they started out like stranger.

they feel slightly uncomfortable during the first double date.

and now they have fun together and they talk quite a bit,just like normal frens.

amazingly,my shy boyfren accept the idea of being fren with jenn.

and therefore i conclude that: stangers are just friends that are waiting to happen.

not to forget the sisters...

she is so pretty!!

wohoo...

birthday girl are always pretty like a rose.

it was wonderful to have such an amazing friend.

thanks MRS FAN for giving birth to amanda!!

she share parts of her joyful birthday with me!!

AN EARLY GIFT FROM SANTA!!!

below this chistmas tree,

i found the sweetest present!!!!

its wasn't expensive,

its wasn't hard to find.

but its rare,

precious.

its just me and my boy smiling sweetly together.

i just love my present so much that i think it can just last me for a life time.

cant wait for our 1 year celebration later^^

2008-11-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

time is always not enough for me.

i srewed up my info test becox of time.

i failed my biostat by 1 mark cox i FORGOTTEN the test was today.

i am tired becox i am rushing my hw and project as one by one are closing to their due date as every sec tickle away.

no one is there to cheer me up today,

no ears to hear me whinning away.

no comfort touch to comfort me.

shh.....

with fears i hold on and quietly went to sleep.

cox i know you are exhausted as well.

i am now in a horrible state,

but i dont wish to drag you along.

just rest well and i am happy for you.

2008-11-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

last day of my e learning week.

gonna return back to school tomorrow and i feel super jealous.

thinking back last year,when i had finished my o level and i was a carefree lady then.

i am jealous about my boy who are enjoying 3 day 2 night chalet for his brother birthday.

while i am at home trying to complete my homework.

was invited but i have to unwilling rejected the offer due to my morning lesson tomorrow.

On the other hand,i have enjoy my time ytd on my boy's cousin wedding.

however,he was slightly drunk and thank god his brother drove us home.

met lots of his cousins and his relative,the food there are quite nice and the bride and groom are fantastic people.

and how cute of his grandma to ask him when he getting married too =)

in addition,my parent esp my mummy seems to be quite anxious about me going to the wedding dinner.

she made me wear the high heel which are killing my legs.

torn my ankle's skin.

and i swear i will never do that again unless it's my own sweet wedding^^

anyways,

happy ever after to jun yong and li jun

apart from being jealous i also miss schooling time.

where me and amanda also do "extra" things in class..

2008-11-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

took this quiz from sihua.

since i am bored,

here i go..

1. Do you have secrets?yes and i will always do

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?i am,in fact i don't feel anything wrong with it.he is a man after all

3. Do you enjoy going to school?i enjoy every moment of my life including that

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?fold a billion heart shape,using a dollar notes and set a world record on that.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?unlikely if our friendship is over a year.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?equally blessed,cox loving and giving are just part of life which i enjoy.

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:all taylor swift songs.i am a huge fan of her!!!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?i would sing Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne to him!!!lols

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? Yes,when my boy is with me

10. What makes you angry?the hot weather in Singapore

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? use a mirror and i will be able to see myself clearly...haha

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?My mummy-support me with cash de

13. What is the most important thing in life?be pratical,you can't deny. it's money.

14. Single or attached? With who?Attached,Ah you

15. What is your favourite colour?ALL Green and ONLY baby pink

16. Would you give all in a relationship?NO,cox i dont think a person really would give up everything in a relationship.cox everyone is selfish in a relationship.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?None.Life is tough,don't make it any tougher, please.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?yes,cos i think that person would be totally erased in my memory.

19.What do you want to tell the someone you like?Be straight forward:I LIKE YOU

20. 5 people I have taggeD- EVERYONE

2008-11-12T23:41:00.004+08:00

sometimes i do really feel worn out.

i feel really upset.

unlike the past,this is not about my BGR

i don't hate my course,but i dun love them as well.

i hate the feeling of endless homework and the idea of e learning.

like waves,it's continuous no matter how unwilling i am.

most of all,projects.

i have been complaining about project for my entire 7 months of poly life and i still i am now.

but somehow,one of my grp project video went into the top 3.

yes,i am interested about the prizes i would get.

1st: a digital cam each for our grp member.

2nd:not interested

3rd:who cares??

it is making me sweet enough just to day dream of it,

i wonder how my reaction will be if it is true.

4 more projects to go.

and yes,i can do it.

i believe in Santa Claus uncle that he will make all my wishes come true.

"Santa baby,i heard u ringing ur bells*tinkling,tinkling*.Are u getting nearer and nearer to me??if not,appear in my dream will you,it had been 18 years since i last saw you.you promise you will appear someday but you have just missed it every year .make this year special,will you??"

2008-11-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

i have sarfice my dinner time or in fact dinner+supper time to update this post so better appericate it k.

my excuse for not posting: hectic weekends and weekdays as well.no time to upload photos.

well,let me start off with a short intro on 6th nov 2008 (thursday)

had a double date with amanda and her boyfriend (jenn)

a fun and friendly guy who click real well with my boyfriend.

went to raffles city to hv dinner and i nv tot it would be so much fun!!!

7th/8TH nov 2008

my boy boy birthday

the process of cake cutting...

i waited for the birthday boy's order to cut cake.

but he insist of waiting for this family members so i waited about 11.30pm.

but after all he got his red packet so he is a happy sweet boy now.

*the money he recieved was alots hopefully he is sharing with me..drooling*

so in exchange of me waiting for him..i was the first one to take pics with him followed by his parents....

opps..sorry uncle for the close eye shot.

btw after all it's not me who take this pics...

it was his second bro..

really not my fault can.

yupx the one with the christmas hat.

he is the one ^^

i love my baby red spect lar..so hip..

with the king and queen beside him..

how lucky can he be on his birthday.

IT'S TIME TO MAKE SWEET WISHES.

btw,i know what he wish for cox his mum told me..

*evil smiles..haha*

ok lar...one present for u dear..

on the table take yourself.^*^

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY,DEAR.

I WILL MAKE YOUR WISH COME TRUE,AND I PROMISE.

9TH NOV 2008

went to town to collect boy handphone.

and it's still not ready yet.

so waste of time.

than went down to vivo to feel the christmas atmostphere.

i love the night i spend with you esp with this fake christmas tree..lols

the christmas tree had added the colour and u have added the warmth of the windy night.

i just feel so right with you.

went to play air hockey with dear.

and he injured my pinky pinkish pain pain finger .

and got dumb for one day.

and swell like hell.

the next day blue black got worse and changed darker.

the tip of my pinky are still numb for the 2nd day going on 3rd.

but everyday he told me"tmr will be ok liao lar"

how many tmr will there be??

dots..wat can i still say,tell me honey??

i know u are strong.

but can u be gentle toward me..??

*got a writpo error up there and i am lazy to change so bare with it.

2008-11-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

I AM TOTALLY

TOTALLY.

TOTALLY

TOTALLY.

PISSED OFF.

BY GOOD.

2008-11-02T03:18:00.003+08:00

colourful days ahead??

i hope so...

who wouldn't want their life to be a colour,exciting and cheerful ones??

i am trying to fill up my life ,

but not wif projects and tons of revision to do!!

all this make it all so difficult for me.

but thankfully,

people out there are fun and nice.

went to np45 party with a grp of friends,

and all i can say to all NPians:a wise choice to spend some money on zouk.

1st :clubbing in school??

weird.

2nd :with no alcohol in that clubbing environment.

funny.

nevertheless,i did enjoy the time with friends and went a little crazy at times.

but not when i was "dancing" like a crazy girl and still having to care about my dripping mucus.

advice: don't try to be strong when you are sick,cox you will be totally sick of yourself when u look in the mirror.

pale and tiring face when i got my make up removed.

thanks baby for bring me to eat porridge and taking care of me when i am duper sick.

loves,

evon

2008-11-01T01:12:00.002+08:00

frenzy replies

sihua: really want to go,but my timetabke doesn't allow me to do that :( but i am sure i will see you soon ^^penguins are so cute rite...love them cox they are super duper caring animal..how to cheer up when u nv give me a nice cheer ..lols
shuan:not gonna talk about ns here do we?? but sure we have both different and similar views on that.my eyes that time swell like a ballon lar..but now totally recover le..thanks for the care..
jy: will there always be peace between us??^^
ugine:i cannot have is it??? btw hamsters are not supose to be that fat...it's unhealthy..
guo wei:haha..than u will rmb your this old fren when take that boat..
thomas:totally agree on that...but i am thinking is the cert worth the money they are paying for.
sel:you brighten my life too much le until my eyes can't take it ^^lols...
KGW:i will...btw you guo wei rite???or ...
amanda:you will be the first person i would call ^^ u are impt to me ,girl..love you so much..btw stay strong wif him..if he bully u tell me..

2008-10-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

i dun wish to pretend that i am happy with u anymore

what is the reason behind for me being ur girlfriend??

i do not know.

decreasing my love for u isn't what i want but in fact for what u did.

you are trying your best in your O while i am trying my best to be your girlfriend

of all my loves,you are the hardest i have tried.

i have cried too much for our silly quarrell.

i cried not because i have lost my ticket,

i cried cox u made me feel extra gulity for faking ur emotion.

and please stop it.

i am really angry this time.

i learn to be more understanding..

but i think i still cant, cox it's over my limit already.

i am not putting any effort in this relationship anymore.

i mention the word i promise not to say.

and i cant pretend that i didnt said it.

2008-10-26T01:17:00.002+08:00

my girlfren,my lab partner,my adviser

she is a nice girl and we shared bgr problems together.

we have lots of coincidental stuffs,

fate bind us together 6 months ago.

although,we might not be best fren yet,

but yes,we are working on it^^

envy huh?

that's poly life,

it hard to find someone you can really talk to,

but once u find her/him,everything changes better.

thanks to her, me and boy are still happily together.

i learn to forgive and forget my faults of my boy.

she make me think before i start a quarrell.

make me anaylse is the quarrell worth the ending result .

take time to cool myself down before i make a decision...etc

and most of all,

because of her my boy said sweetly to me

"u have change better,less hot temper and that make me love you more"

AMANDA FAN really brighten up my days

2008-10-23T23:43:00.003+08:00

11 MONTHS BABY

i am sure it was not a happy 11th month but anyways it was perfectly lovely dovey.

no fine dining,no shopping,no movie

just a short,3 hours of time watching drama with u and your mum and some moment alone in your room is enough for me.

the long forgotten peaceful and silence environment are so welcoming today.

To be honest,i didn't expect to even meet you cox of the undesirable BIG O.

nevertheless,i can't stop the temptation,

even it is just a min with you ,will work it miracle on me .

dear boy,dun be too melancholy anymore.

because it will just make everything worse.

Give me back your mellow mood to brighten our day together.

LOVE,

EVON

2008-10-17T23:56:00.004+08:00

finished my first week of my semester 2

i would said i prefer sem 2 timetable but i dislike some of the given subject teacher.

most of them are bored and my organic chem teacher has this glum face

which make my days glumly as well.

btw,i am gonna complain about this group of "famous and super elite"lower secondary sch "small kids"

i sat 184 back to my bf house and to avoid being squeezed i walked to SIM bus stop(the one before my sch bus stop)

but too bad i didn't get a place to sit so i stood uncomfortably in between those 4 kids who got their butt stick on the chair.

and unintentionally i heard the conversation of this grp of kids .

A:u know now SIM very difficult to enter de lehx

B: ya lor,they very smart de.Many people wanna enter de.

A: i wonder will i get a chance to study here.

C: can de lar.study hard than can liao.

i looked at them ...a moment a pause between them and reached my sch bus top.

A: Is this Ngee Ann poly?

B:ya.

A: see.look at this place look like a kindergarten as compare to SIM.

B: i won't even think about entering this sch lar,this school is so ******.

A:agree.only ah beng and ah lian study here. they have no future studying here.

B:all they have is just projects jc better lar.

at this point i glare at them and picked up my darling call.

me:hey,there is this bunch of sec kids talking abt my sch lehx.

jy:what?

me : they said my school bah bah..

jy:nvm lar,let them say lor.

me: ok lor

my tone start to increase a little as i continued and glare at them as i am not very not OK.

they then kept their mouths shut and alight on the next bus stop.

it very clear that they thought i am a SIM student but too bad i am not!!!!

seriously can someone please update them?

poly can still enter uni k!!!

maybe one of the kiddie might end up in NP and disgraced his family.*roll eye*

or better still,he cant even get a place here.

JC..so what you think you very smart is it?

please,dun make me laugh can.

i can enter a JC but i REJECTED the offer!!!

listen carefully..REJECT..YES I REjECTED IT

and many of my frens in poly got single digit for their o lvl lar.

so they think all polyians are lians and bengs just becox we dressed wif no uniform and are able to dye our hair.

so sinful of them cox they are certainly are JEALOUS of us..tsk tsk

and who are them to talk bad about my school.

they haven even have their o level yet..

wait for another few more years small boi before you talk shit

and better pray hard that u enter jc

if not u gonna start to think how beautiful poly life is .

2008-10-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

i am quite delighted on how my first day of my semster 2 goes.

athough the bonding of our classmate seems weaker..

but i am sure that it will gain back after sometimes.

had my first bio statistic lesson.

and i am in a mess lar.

dun understand what the teacher had said.

but nevertheless , there is still time for improvement.

went for a fringe hair cut and it look horrible.

the hairstylist cut too short and thin which made me look like a nerd,

somehow my boi just said it look ok.

been wondering can his words be trusted.

nvm,i should stick with nerd,

cox they are normally top scorer.

i dun mind being ugly then.

2008-10-11T18:11:00.003+08:00

i am not gonna think to much x 1000

been toking to myself like that.

have a terrible night ytd.

and a morning swell on my right eye.

how bad can my days be??

for those who do not know wat is the freak is that pic:IT'S MY SWELL EYE

unable to open my eye in the morning.

but it's getting slightly back to normal in the evening.

thanks to him for making me so bloodly ugly!!!ZzzZZz.

got to cancel my gathering wif my friends for that.

thanks bryan for that midnight comfort.

and thanks guowei for that call.

THAT'S WHY I LOVE MY FRIENDS