i am seriously tried!!!!!
guess i am still not use to the working environment.
i am resting on a chair with a mirror in front ,
reading a book,
listening to FM,
taking 2 hours of breaks each day,
slacking and talking to my friends and next i am gonna plan to watch movie with my handphone and the best part of it is that i GET PAID to do all these above^^
therefore i intend not to quit le ^^
where can i find such a relax job??
shouldnt i be happy enough to get this job?
yes i am in fact the only reason for me thinking about quiting is because i do not have enough time for me and my bf to spent together.
but after a lot of thinking and lots of advice i decided to just stay on for a while.
anyways,he had a job now and i do not want to waste my holiday just to wait for his off day which is once per week.
enough of him, cox toking to him vexed me a lot.
i hate it when he treat me badly again.
WHY WHY WHY??
WHY DO U TREAT ME LIKE TT AGAIN??
not to quarrell again with him,
i am tired enough already!!
i kept quiet and sallow the anger.
cox i want to make my life easlier with him or without him.
maybe love does conquer all and digest every part of the fond memories and bad one too.
actually sometimes i just feel like crying again and call you for comfort,but i know i cant,cox i need to be strong.i know i changed a lot but still i find myself in the middle of reading my own history.
in 
touch phone
a new nail colour for my toes
Thursday, March 5, 2009
@ 10:02 PM 
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