i promise i wouldnt allow myself to say that word to u anymore.
i won't say it,but can u feel it?
wat's the point of that?
i had enough.
i must admit that u dote me a lot.
but it just not wat i want.
and yes we still,
talk on the phone.
laugh.
celebrate every month
put our pics on my blog
we go out together
watching u playing dota wif ur frens.
but,
we tok lesser and lesser ,lesser topic,lesser common topic
slient is all we got,sleepiness is all i receive from u and u fake all in just one sentence
"if anything just msg me"
we laugh but can u see the time i cried or even i am sad?
no u didn't,cox i just cried
we celebrated monthly,but it's getting blend.
u knew it,and i given u chances to change our 8th month,but u didn't
i put our pic on my blog,but it's getting lesser and lesser.
cox i cant even find one which we took it smiling happily without forcing our smiles
we go out together but recently we changed our destination from town to causeway point.
cox of ur lazyness i really tried..tried to be okay just hanging out wif u in cwp.
but,not after u choose to stay at hm on Friday
i'm ok ,watching u playing dota wif ur frens but u dun have to keep it away from me.
truthfully,u shouldn't even tell me to stop u to play dota in the first place or promise anything.
i fake a smile when u told me the truth after i hinted you.
thanks for trying to cover up those lies from me ,good job.
the promise u made urself can't be kept how abt those i made u to promise me?
but somehow,i still forgave you.
i told u that my side of my mouth are slightly cut in the afternoon,
u just said ok a not and u totally forgotten it.
do u have any idea y didn't i tok much when u called at nite time?
COX RIGHT SIDE OF MY MOUTH IS IN PAIN!!
u didnt bother to ask so i didn't bother to mention again..
i am tired and too tired to hear ur excuses.
in 
touch phone
a new nail colour for my toes
Sunday, July 27, 2008
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